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can't sleep

2009-05-25T01:00:00.004+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaah!!!
di ako makatulog.. :((
past 1 na oh..
and im still sooo mulat!
namaaaaan!!!

@_@

P.S. Oist mga fans. wag nio kong siadong isipin kase... hihirapan tuloy ako makatulog oh!!! namaaaaan.. hehehe..

hairlaloo

2009-05-23T14:12:00.006+08:00

uy. haba na ng hair ko oh!
hihi.. aliw.. lampas na sia ng balikat.
bilis talaga haba ng buhok ko.:D
di ko pa alam kung anong balak ko sa hair ko.
pero i will really try to have it permed. ^_^
papa-set muna ko temporary tas pag ok, papa-perm ko na.
papakita ko sa inyo pag nasubukan ko.
pag maganda lang siempre tsura. hehehe..
abangan nio. :D

parang ganito papagawa ko oh.

ganda di ba? :D
pero nisip ko kasi baka magmukang mushroom yung ulo ko.
haha!
kapal kasi ng buhokis ko e. as in!
di bale, di naman masamang subukan.
pero that's my dream hair.
yung mahaba tas may loose curls lang.
astiiiig.. *_*
parang ganto oh..

dandaaaa.. di ba? *_*

spa galore!

2009-05-23T13:11:00.009+08:00

last wednesday, i finally availed the spa gift voucher given by leggo, a good friend and an ex-colleague.
he gave a voucher sometime in October last year and it was just last wednesday, may 21 that i availed of the service.hehehe.. near to its expiration. :D
but anyway.. i super enjoyed the experience!

i had the Decleor Aromassage w/ Decleor Facial plus the free use of their wet are: jacuzzi and sauna.
it was actually my first time to experience a jacuzzi.
hehehe.. saraaaaap.. grabe. sobrang bitin lang kasi nagmamadali ako e.
oh by the way, i made an appointment right after work. so it's a bit late.

i had it here - GETAWAY SPA.
i was a bit surprised to find it in a place where i had my first ever hair rebond at Boots & Legs Salon, but unfortunately, its already not in operation. (hehehe.. nag-close after kong magparebond. wahaha! :p)

nways.. so i got there in timev (parang 3mins before 6pm i was there. :D)
i was first asked to bubble myself up in their wet area, 15mins jacuzzi and 15mins sauna.
after that i had a hot shower then i went up for my treatment, 80mins, decleor massage and 60mins, facial in their executive room. ^_^

shucks talaga. sooo relieving yung experience.
nakatulog ako actually during my facial treatment. :D sarap talaga! as in. ^_^
kung marami nga lang akong pera? i will make a regular appointment sa spa.
eh wala e.. tama na yung paminsan, minsan lang.

next target venue, i guess will be in Wensha Spa.
raech will come plus some of our guy friends also.
we'll try their newest spa which is in CCP. ^_^
it's cheaper there, i guess.
8hrs use of their facility with a buffet meal similar to shabu-shabu. ^_^

excited nko. and oh! i forgot to mention, i was with 2 of my guy friends: TJ and Kian.
i invited the whole gang but raech and nante didn't come while homer's in bohol, having his vacation.
well, anyway, we all enjoyed our treatments naman.
TJ and Kian had the combination massage (shiatsu + swedish) they told me that the male area was seem to be exclusive to them.
there were no other customers in the wet area but them. Hehehe..
after our spa, we had our dinner in JT's Manukan (joe'l torre's food business).
we saw some celebrities in the place having their casual late dinner.
we left QC at around 1am i guess. or past 1. can't remember..

kian took his taxi alone while I was with TJ on our way home.
i arrived home at 2pm, fully relieved and ready to take a sleep.
that was truly a nice and refreshing spa experience.

thank you to leggo who never fails to give excellent gifts to his friends. :)
thanks leggerz! ^_^

life's troubles

2009-05-23T12:34:00.003+08:00

i've been watching BOF this morning and i marked a conversation between Min Seo Hyun (portrayed by Han Chae Young) and Geum Jan Di (portrayed by Koo Hye Sun).

Seo Hyun was telling Jan Di that Goo Joon Pyo (portrayed by Lee Min Ho) was a actually a sad person and had a lonely childhood that is why he's been acting rude to everyone else.

well, that's true. people nowadays are get caught up with their loneliness, their own anxieties in life, their complicated problems, their seemingly unending sorrows and troubles. that is why they become bitter and a bit rude to the world.

i experienced this myself. there came a time when i felt bertrayed and used by someone i already learned to trust. i was so mad. i became a different person, less mild, less gentle, very temperemental, i seldom smile during those times. and as much as possible i avoided people. i don't feel like mingling with anyone else even to my own family and closest friends. i don't want to talk for i know i will uncontrollably just throw stabbing words to anyone who would try to put me in a conversation.

this is my style to avoid hurting anyone during my "maddened" state - i just keep quiet. i rationalize my thoughts. i discipline myself. i soulfully feel the negative emotion until it's all exhausted. i let myself cry. i repair the damage silently until i heal.

so i was thinking, if ever we meet a person who is harsh and rude, we put this in mind - that person is struggling on his own emotions, trying to release a heavy burden inside him by being hard on others. i don't know the exact scientific or psychological explanation about it, but that is how other people react on their own negative emotions. they become rude and harsh on others.

as Covey said in his book, 7 Habits, we need to have a paradigm shift about life and people. we just don't easily judge them on their actions. we try our very best to understand what's going on in them.

so if someone's being rude on us, we should try our very best to be mild and controlled. listen to what they have to say. understand their words and try not to let their anger gets to you. it's rooting from something, we're sure of that. and it's up to us to find that out.. we try not to retaliate on their words for it has been said out of impulse, moved by anger. we will be hurt, for sure, for we are mere humans who has feelings and emotions. but enduring the pain and overbearing your emotions with your mind, will make you a much stronger person. promise, you'll be more proud on yourself if you were able to do that. for that is never easy. :)

it takes great strength of character to control your own emotions and still can act mild and gentle. so lonely people has a tendency to act unkind. they will draw their attention more to themselves for they feel that they have been ignored of something. they will not be kind and gentle to everyone for they feel that the world has been rude to them, in as much. they will try to raise themselves up by pulling others down. that's how they will work. but if we are wise, insightful, compassionate and sympathetiv enough to see all these things, then most probably we could help them come out from their own dark world. but if they don't want help, and opted to be enslaved and agonized by bitterness, then we could do nothing about it. we continue living happily and turn our attention to others.

oh well, this world will surely pose and throw us off our feet. not everyone will show us compassion and kindness. but it's really up to us on how we will react, it depends on us on how we will be affected. it's in our hands if we will be happy or bitter in this life, it's in our hands if we will be a considered a HAPPEE or a LONELEE.

it's our choice, our own very choise. :)

P.S. You could also read this post. This is a bit related to this entry.. -> CLICK

on growing old..

2009-05-17T10:59:00.010+08:00

i watched the movie BENJAMIN BUTTON yesterday morning after i had my nails done. my ghas, dude! brad pitt is sooo alluring! as in!
i can't even exactly describe in words how attractive he was.
hoooh! :D later i'll post some of his pictures.. ;o)

true, aging & death is unstoppable in this system of things.
and now that i'm nearing 30, i can't help but relate to some of the human angst about old age.

like Daisy (Cate Blanchett), i don't want to grow old. but that is inevitable in this time.
it's really getting into a woman's nerve, doesn't it?
i never thought i will feel this way about aging.
when i was about 16, 18? i don't care on how i age. i'm young and vibrant.
and i was a bit proud i'm getting more mature as time passes me by.
but then again, when i reached 27, aging is coming my way.
it's getting to my brain and it poses some fears in me.
like having poor health, getting wrinkles, slow metabolism, getting ugly, etc.
that's when i started to assess on what i had done with my life.
what i had accomplished thru out those 27 years of existence.
thinking about it? i like how i am today. :)
i am glad i became this person. i became Grace.
i am proud i have this kind of perception about life and about people around me.
i am happy i have this known values from the Scriptures which truly molded me to be a person i'd like to be.
i am proud i could get myself back together in a whole new person, in a much stronger built and a more mature invididual.
i like being me, i like being Grace. :)

not everybody would want somebody like me, not everyone would understand how i handle things.
well, i don't blame them. we cannot please everyone anyway.
important thing is you know who you are and what you want in life.
keep those person who could bring the best in you.
those who could be truly honest and sincere in dealing with you.
avoid those who will always try to pull you down in their own dark world.
some will envy you of your own happiness, but then what you could do is share them your own light.
bring light to their own cloudy world.
but then again, if they won't accept your light and even try to bedarken your own, then take your leave.
we couldn't help someone who couldn't help themselves. :)
there are actually a lot of things i learned about life.
lots and lots of things about life and people.

i could go on sharing every bit of it but it will take me forever. hehe..
so there. those are my thoughts after i have watched the movie.
aside from, of course, Brad's bionic super mega captivating appearance.
hahaha! :p

well, you know that's actually one of what i look forward to in paradise earth.
being youfhful and superbly beautiful forever. :)

as promised, here are Brad's shots from the movie.
so you would understand why i was being muted by his beauty. hehehehe..

you give me something

2009-05-17T10:37:00.001+08:00

...
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away
...
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart
...
You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
...
I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream
...
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart
...
But it might me a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Gonna come out anyway
...
'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart

cocoy's magnificent shots

2009-05-16T10:52:00.006+08:00

i was chatting with cocoy earlier and he showed me his portfolio of photos.
grabeee.. ang gaganda ng shots niya!!!!
below are his sample shots.
tsk tsk.. kakalaway talaga..
i sooo love photography..
see his works. ;o)

"Boy Amos"
astig noh? parang pang Time Magazine..

"My Drawings"
That is his daughter, Anika - having her moments with her paintbrush..

"Star Circle Kid"
Ganda nia noh? :)

Loboc River, Bohol
Astiiig..

The Famous Chocolate Hills

"The Beach"
shuckamabelle talaga!!!!
ang gandaa!
Let's go to Bohol!!!
now na.

"Loboc River Falls"
parang editted to..
nways.. ganda pa din! ^_^

Sunrise in Bohol
wowowee! ^_^
i can help but feel weak on my knees. :D

Another sunrise shot by Cocoy.
haaaay.. so beautiful..

top entries

2009-05-15T16:20:00.010+08:00

i finished early for my tasks today so i decided to read on a few articles from the web.
but then again, i got bored reading articles so i decided to re-read my blog entries instead.
i found a few entries deep and cutting and others are funny.
here are my top picks: (in no particular order)

THE CONTEMPLATIVES..

1 mind vs. heart
2 rationalization
3 2008 & grace
4 remember me?
5 happiness

THE HILARIOUSES..

1 fish spa
2 ang pandesal
3 view of life
4 halimaw
5 raymart santiago

who, me?

2009-05-13T18:14:00.003+08:00

lam niyo, may mga nagse search ng pangalan ko sa web.
i have this web report that my name is always used as a keyword to do a search.
hmmm.. i think since last feb pa till this month. di sia nawawala sa keyword list.

grace lapis, grasya lapis, grasya, grasyas, grace lapis block and white (haha! maaaan..)

those are the keywords used. may iba pa kayang grace lapis? :D hehehe..
kung ako naman sine-search nio, eh di tanong nio na lang sa kin gusto nio malaman.
search, search pa kayo e..
send lang kayo e-mail. tssss..
nagpapakapagod pa kayo.
nu bang gusto niong malaman?
ha? ha?
mga adik kayo. tracker kaya ako sa web. :p

basta hanggang ganyan lang kayo ha?
walang pisikalan.
bah.
iba ng usapan yan pag namisikal na kayo.
bad yon. lalamunin kayo ng lupa.
hahaha! :p

end.

heavy days

2009-05-07T15:59:00.001+08:00

ang pinaka-ayaw ko talagang araw sa isang buwan e yung meron ako.
badtrip e. naapektuhan emosyon ko. ghaaaas..
ayaw ko kasi ng nao overwhelm ako ng mushy mushy emotions. tsk.
e pag meron ako, lahat na ng kadramahan sa buhay asa buto buto ko. ba yan.

usually ang critical yung week before na magkaron ako hanggang sa matapos un.
tas indi lang yon. ang suwanget ko pa pag meron ako. waaaaaaah!
parang tumatanda ako ng 10years pag ganun.
parang kat anong ayos. am panget pa din.
tas parang di ako siado mabango pag meron.
huhuhu..
eh gusto ko lagi ako mabango.
huhuhu..

kakainis talaga..
para kasing i'm not in control.
haaay..

:-S

my emotional intelligence

2009-05-06T16:27:00.006+08:00

i took an online quiz for emotional intelligence and here's the result.

you could take the quiz here: Emotional Intelligence

anything goes

2009-05-06T08:03:00.004+08:00

hello..
ayaw kong mambati ng good morning..
kasi sama ng pakiramdam ko e.
huhuhu..
parang nadadalas na ang dry cough ko at pon-si..
huhu..
grabacious.

pag sinabi ko to sa nanay ko, sasabihin na naman non "mag-resign ka na! dumi ng hangin yan sa maynila e.. ang usok usok jan. itim na ng hangin jan! ayusin mo na ang resume mo at bigyan mo ko ng kopya. dito ka na lang sa atin. tigas naman ng ulo mo e.."
yan. ganyan sasabi non. hehe..

di ako siado din nakatulog kagabi. tsk.
sama talaga ng pakiramdam ko.
di ko malaman kung pano ko hihiga para ma-relax yung katawan ko.
gusto kong maligo kaso antok na antok na ko. tsk.
maaaaan.. may sakit na naman ako. huhuhu
im so tanders na talaga..
lagi na lang ako inuubo lately.
di naman ako ganito dati e.
huhuhu..

tas ang aga ko pa bumangon ngayon kasi may usapan na aga pasok para sabay sabay breakfast.
pero maisip ko pa lang yung champorado ng tapa king, gumagaling na ko e. hahahaha!
shuuucks.. sarap kaya nun! try niyo. :)
tas aside from the champorado, nag order din akong tapa queen. o haaaaa!
todo appetite na ito! hahaha!

am boring na ng mga entries ko dito.
pansin niyo?
la lang. lagi na lang akong ngkukwento lang.
walang mga pa-deep na usap like "the gray clouds are seems to be crying with me that time.."
mga ganyan..
o kaya "seeing the real person behind the mask is a necessary skill during these hard times"
yan. mga ganyan bang tipo.

kasi tingnan niyo, la nkong nigawa kundi magkwento.
hehehe..
pero ganun kasi ako.
what runs to my mind, i write.
what my heart feels, i try to express thru writing.

kaya pansin nio? pag nagsusulat ako para lang akong kikipag usap sa inyo?
hehehe.. masarap kasing makipagkwentuhan. masarap ding magsulat.
writing your thoughts somehow means expressing your emotions.
emotions could either lift us up or pull us down.
so releasing them could somehow free us from inner burdens.
o haaaa? pa-deep! hahahaha!

ba yan. aning powers. :p

i'm so hunger na kasi.
huhuhu..

haaay..
walang patutunguhan tong entry na to.
next time ulit.
babay.

bloody red

2009-05-03T11:22:00.006+08:00

i got a new favorite color..
i kinda got over green already..
i still like white.
but i got an eye now for BLOODY RED..

i don't know but BLOODY RED currently has a hold on me..

wolverine, my raspberry mango & the beach

2009-05-01T16:05:00.006+08:00

hello..
nitatamad pa kong magbigay ng movie review.
next time na lang cguro. hehe..
nanood kasi kaming Wolverine last night.
i was with TJ & Kian ulet.
we took the 9:05PM schedule at Cinema 5 in Greenbelt.
basta maganda yung movie.
i will post a detailed movie review pag sinipag na.
hehe..
hugh jackman is soooo perfect for the role.
kuhang kuha nia si wolverine.
perfect body. perfect silhouette. perfect acting. perfect hugle hunk claws. :D
hoooh! if i will be asked to choose between edward cullen and wolverine? with no second thoughts, i will choose wolverine over edward. he's more manly for me. hehehehe..
i did enjoy the movie, though most marvel comics fanatics gave a bad review for several reasons.
pssss.. whatever. movie's great for me! ^_^

after the movie, we stayed at starbucks and had random conversations while we were eating our slices of raspberry mango. saraaap. grabeee.. ^_^

we went home some time past 1AM. :D

now, im a bit sleepy but i don't want to take a nap.
i still have lots of things to do.
we will have our pulong at 5PM then after that we will go straight to Batangas for our congregation outing. yipeeeee!

finally.. i'll be out for a beach!
yahuuuu!

the sun's not shining but i really don't care.
i am really after wentuhans and kulitans and laughters with my fellow JWs.. ^_^

yehey. yehey.
i am soooo excited..
as iin!!!

i will make some kwento again before this week ends, if time permits.
okies?

^_^

tired

2009-04-29T16:58:00.001+08:00

i am soooooo exhausted today..
was veeeeeeery veeeeeeery busy..

return receipt

2009-04-29T16:42:00.003+08:00

we released our corporate newsletter today strictly for clients and "strong" leads/prospects.
some e-mails have return receipts confirming the delivery of the message.
one return receipt from a client's e-mail made me smile wide. hehehe..
the message goes like this..

"This is a Return Receipt for the mail that you sent to gdfgfdgdfg@&^%$.com.

Note: This Return Receipt only acknowledges that the message was displayed on the recipient’s computer. There is no guarantee that the recipient has read or understood the message contents."

and why would a return receipt include a note like this -> "..There is no guarantee that the recipient has....understood the message contents.""

haha! :p
i found that a bit funny.

food trip

2009-04-29T08:34:00.002+08:00

gu'morning!
i'm sooo hunger ever..
ay lam niyo ba?
nag-weigh ako kagabi ano?
my ghaaas! 48 kilos na ulit ako!!! :o
in just one week??!!
wooow!
bilis naman non.
di kaya niloloko ako ng weighing scale na yon?
nibili ko yon sa opismeyt ko dati sa ortigas.
kaya pala ang laki na naman ng muka ko ever.
hahaha!
pero walang biro, im so takaw this whole week.
ay. actually.. since last week.
pag kumakain ako parang fiesta.
sabi nga ni kuya noel kahapon, yung admin ng sister company namin sa taas, nakasabay ko kasi siyang nagbreakfast kahapon.. sabi nia "sarap palang sumabay syo.. nabusog ako." hehehe..
may 2 pancit canton kasi ako, yung hot chilli. may 4 na pinagong na tinapay na pinadala ni nanay, tas may pinya pa na binili ko sa ayala. hehe..
dami noh? :D
ganun ako kadami kumain lately.
wang ko ba.. bumalik na ulit appetite ko e.
tas nung tanghali, umorder naman ako ng champorado, danggit at tokwa't baboy sa tapa king.
tas after 2hrs, nagkain naman ako ng HK noodles (with extra noodles shemps) haha! tas shawarma..
grabe noh?
pero sarap naman kasing kumain.
yung natitipid ko sa pamasahe ngayon, nilalagay ko sa pagkain na.
dati kasi isang beses lang ako kumain sa isang araw e. kasi am mahal ng pamasahe ko.
hahaha! kaya ayan. may pambili nkong pagkain. hihi..
saraaaaaaaaap.. kumain ever.. :D
teka muna, breakfast lang ako.
maya balik ako. ;o)

brb.

so aga.

2009-04-28T08:31:00.008+08:00

GOOOOOOOOOD MOOOOOOOOORNING!!! ^_^

aga kong dumating im peyrnes. ala siete cuarenta'y otso. :D
o ha? hehehe..
aga ko kasing nakatulong kagabi e..
last sent text message was timed at 9:42PM.
tas nagising ata ako ala cinco kinse kanina. ^_^

hektik wikend

2009-04-27T12:52:00.001+08:00

lam niyo, feeling ko, lagi akong nakukulangan ng oras.
as in! parang lagi akong abala sa mga bagay bagay.
di ako makapag relax.
lapit ko ng itanong; "ano bang ibig sabihin ng relax?"
hehehe..
kasi tingnan niyo ha.. bigyan ko kayo ng example..

eh di nung friday, april 24, nag undertime ako to attend an officemate's wedding.
umalis kami ng 4PM sa opis.
eh di wedding, wedding.
around 8PM nagpaalam na to go straight to Batangas naman to visit a friend.
i met Harvy sa Kamuning Station. dun kami sumakay ng bus.
dumating kami almost 11PM na.
nisundo lang kami ni Leah sa 7-11 sa Lipa.
tas niyan, kumain lang saglit ng desserts. kwentuhan saglit.
tas pumunta na kami sa Loft to rest.
pagdating, naligo lang tas wento saglit naman with Harvz.
natulog kami 2AM na.
tas nagising 8:30AM.
breakfast. pictures. tsikahan. lunch. swimming. ligo. ayos na ng gamit. tsikahan ulet. kain ulet. uwi na.
we left batangas ng 8pm, i guess.
tas nakarating kami ng Laguna ng around 10:30PM na.
konting laro laro lang sa pamangkin tas tulog na.
the next day. we woke up early for House to House & Bible Study.
asa field ministry kami from 8-11:30AM.
pagdating sa bahay, lunch.
after lunch. online saglit tas Bible study kay nunan.
after bible study, nag-ayos ng pics.
after a while, preparation na for pulong.
tas pulong. after ng pulong, group meeting for the congregation outing.
tas pag uwi ng bahay kain ng dinner tas laro sa pamangkin.
tas tulog na.
tas yun, di ko na nakutaptapan, LUNES na ulet.
pasukan na naman.

o di ba? parang sobrang bilis ng mga bagay bagay.
pero mas gusto ko naman busy kesa pahila-hilata lang.
parang magkakasakit kasi ako pag nakahiga lang.
kaya kilos ako ng kilos.
pero minsan, susubukan ko namang mag-relax!
as in todong relax.
yung nakahiga lang sa may beach.
pa shades, shades. ganon. haha!
hooh! sarap non! ^_^
sana matupad. hehehe.. :D

yogurt ice cream!!

2009-04-23T18:14:00.002+08:00

it was my first time to try a yogurt ice cream.
pangarap ko nung college pa ko.
nakita ko sa foreign movie.
kumakain yung dalawang bida ng tig-isang pint ng yogurt ice cream habang naghuhuntahan sila. hehehe..
parang ang sarap sarap!
kaya simula non, pinangarap ko na siya.
hahaha!
at kanina lang yun natupad. wahaha!
saraaaaap! ^_^
nagustuhan ko sia, pramis..
hihi.. ;))

sweet

2009-04-23T18:13:00.001+08:00

hello blogee!

i was soooo busy today.
mmmwah!

just a quick note before i go, raech dedicated a quote to me.
hihi.. ;))
here how it goes..

"And that was now her great joy: to say to reality that she didn't need it, that she was not longer dependent on what happened in order to be happy."

chelleski-3:23 PM

aaaaaw.. di ba?
hihi.. ;))
nu bang ibig sabihin n0n?
hahaha!

thanks raech. :)

hulaan nio ano to?

2009-04-22T16:40:00.003+08:00

"..it was so defined and so direct..
but with the ravages of age it was not only decreasing,
it was also becoming oblique and scattered,
and had at last turned into a fantastic fountain.."

hahaha!
o game!
hula na!

=))

langka pa din?

2009-04-22T16:39:00.000+08:00

bat kaya ko naglilihi sa langka?
ah ah.. gusto ko lang in particular yung langka na nabili ko sa landmark. super lambot tas ang lalaki! tas di sia siadong matamis. hmmmm... sarap! ^_^
nagtingin ako nung monday sa landmark ng langka e.
nung nidala ko yung pumps ko sa mr. quickie.
kaso yung malaki lang yung available. P178!!! am mahal ha..
ever ever..
out of stock na daw yung maliit e..
huhuhu..

kaya pansamantala, ang ipinalit ko, sokoleyt. :D
ok naman. pero di ako satisfied..
kasi ang gusto ko talaga kainin, langka.
huhuhu..

sa LB, two weeks ago, bumili din ako ng langka e.
same case, walang maliit. malaki lang available.
ok lang na malaki bilhin ko non kasi sa bahay naman maiiwan.
pero uber tamis naman yung sa LB na nabili ko.. grabeee..
di ko siado na-enjoy. mas ok talaga yung nabili ko sa landmark.
kaya isang araw lang non, ubos ko na yung langka.
hehe.. :D

haaaay.. kelan kaya ko kakabili ng langka na yun ulet..

*_*

you & your assumptions

2009-04-22T13:18:00.002+08:00

are you bitter? never assume.
are you pretentious? just don't assume
do you lie to your self often? a big no to assumption.
do you present yourself whom you are not? assume not.
are you an attention-seeker? do not assume.

D.O.N.O.T.A.S.S.U.M.E!!!!!!!

point is: whatever you wanted to do with your life, just get on with it and let me be. do not craft any wild thoughts in your crazy brain on how i feel and on how i am. if you feel like assuming, then forever live with your assumptions, forever live with your crazy fantasies. pssss.. as iiiiiiiiiiiif..

bulletin 5

2009-04-20T18:53:00.001+08:00

hahaha!
kala ko ayaw ko na e..
di mapigil kamay ko sa pagsagot kase.
hahaha!
bat bah. :p

- - - - -
starting time:
-6:41PM

Name:
- grace

Sisters:
none

brothers:
4

eye color:
black brown

Shoe size:
-5 1/2

Height:
-5'2

What are you wearing right now?
-layered dress

Where do you live:
-laguna/makati

Favorite Number:
-7

Favorite Drink:
-orange with lots of ice

Favorite Month:
- April/November

Favorite Breakfast:
- ham

^_^***********Have You Ever***********

Broken a bone:
- nope

Been in a hot tub:
- no.. pero gusto ko.. magbabad sa mainit na tubig na ako lang. huhu

Swam in the ocean:
- uu.

Fallen asleep in school:
- nope

Broken someones heart:
- yeah.. di ko naman sinasadya lahat yun

Cried when someone died:
- yeah.. nung namatay tito ko

Sat by the phone waiting for someone to call:
- hmmm.. di.

Saved e-mails:
- yeah. well, not really saved. di ko lang ni-delete. hehehe.. pareho lang ba yon? haha! :p

***********What is************

Whats right beside you?
- wala.

What is the last thing you ate?
- sokoleyt.

———Ever Had————-

Chicken pox:
- oo daw. nung bata ako.

Sore throat:
- yep.

Stitches:
- nope.

Broken nose:
- indi din.

[di kasi ako malikot e. hehe]

—–Do You———-

Believe in love at first sight?
- noooooo! natanong na to nina ever..
————————————–
Who last made you smile?
- officemate ko. :)

——Final Questions——–

What are you listening to right now?
- Be My Number Two by Six Cycle Mind

what did you do today?
- trabaho

Good singer?
- dati. ngayon plakda na ang boses ko. :D

Diamond or pearl?
- diamond. pag pearl kasi parang lola. :D

Are you the oldest?
- child? yeah.

Indoors or outdoors?:
- indoors. pero ayos lang din sa labas pag my activities. ;o)

—–Today did u——-

1. Talk to someone you like?
- nope.

2. Kiss anyone?
- nope. [bat ba ang mga bulletins muka ng kiss??!!]

3. Get sick?
- nope

6. Miss someone?
- yeah..

7. Eat
- o naman.. gutom na nga ulit e.

——Last person who——

8. You talked to on the phone:
- Client

*Last person you txted:
- Rj

9. Made you Cry?
- si kolokoy

10. Went to the movies with:
- tj & kian

11. You went to the mall with?
- raech

——–Have you——–

19. Been to Vegas?
- nope

20. been to New york ?
- nope

——–Random——

21. Have a crush on someone?
- oh yes. :D

22. What books are you reading right now?
- "love in the time of cholera" "bible"

24. Future kids names:
- fia, roby, keith, andre

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
- uu. dami. sila na nga lahat ang umukupa ng kama ko e. dun na lang ako sa gilid. sinakop na nila lahat. haha! :P

26. What's under your bed:
- dami. kakatamad mag enumerate. to name a few: weighing scale, plastik na bangkito, tas mga docs.

27. Favorite sport(s) to watch:
- basketball, swimming

28. Favorite location:
- los baños

32. Who do you really hate?
- wala. i don't hate

35. Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance?
- no, never.

36. You lonely right now?
- indi. hehe

37. What time is it now?
- 6:53

yoko na

2009-04-20T18:24:00.001+08:00

o tama na yun.
natatamad na ko ever.
bawal lang kasi FS dito sa opis.
hehehe..
eh isa lang napost ko nung weekend.
kaya parang nabitin.
eh wala lang.
naisip ko lang mag bulletin thru blogspot. :D
ker niyo. :p

bulletin 4

2009-04-20T18:23:00.002+08:00

1. Who is the last person you held hands with?
() aba wala. merong humawak kagabi. nuknukan ng tagal bago bitawan. ah, ah. nanantsing na ata un e. :p

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
() parang inde.

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
() nope.

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton
() nope.

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
() oh yeah! nung elementary. hataw ako nun sa spelling e. hehehe. :D

6. What is your longest fight with one of your friends?
() longest fight? yung buong pagkakaibigan namen. puno ng away. hahaha! :)) habang "away" non. la na kaming ginawa kundi mag-wrestling ever.

7. Are you a fast typer?
() yeah. pero mali mali naman. hehehe..

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
() inde.

10. Who can you always turn to?
() Jehovah God.

11. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
() madalas talaga ligo.

12. Do you knock on wood?
() indi e.

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
() nope.

14. Do you think you're attractive?
() hehehe.. inde.

17. What do you want for Christmas?
() i don't christmas.

18. Do you know the muffin man?
() inde.

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
() sabi nila..

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
() hehe.. inde. :D

22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where?
() nakow.. kelan ba? di ko na tanda.. uber tagal na ang last swimming ko.. *sigh*

23. Do you consider yourself successful?
() in terms of? my life? yeah.. :)

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone?
() hmmm.. 403 daw.

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
() inde.

26. Plans for tomorrow?
() mag-ayos ng sarili. i'm so chaka today e. bawi ako bukas. haha! :p

27. What's your middle name? and why?
() Reyes. De Los Reyes nanay ko e. eh nahabaan sa sarili niang apelido kaya ginawa na lang niang Reyes yung midddle initial naming magkakapatid sa birth certificate

28. Missing someone right now?
() yeah..

29. When's the last time you told someone you loved them?
() di ko alam. uber tagal na..

31. How are you feeling today?
() a bit lazy..

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
() nope. never

34. What are you looking forward to?
() Vice Ganda! Comedy Bar! ^_^

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
() di pa..

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
() ngak. ano ko adik?? leeeer.. de noh.

38. Can you handle the truth
() of course. i can't handle LIES.

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
() green eggs? meron ba nun? HAM fave ko! ^_^

40. What 3 things you always bring with you to places?
() cp, wallet, bag

41. Any cool scars?
() wala. :D

42. Do you like or have a crush on anyone?
() hehehe.. oo. :)

43. Who was the last person you kissed?
() si ineng

45. How often do you talk on the phone?
() hmmm.. tama lang. pag nitatamad lang text.

46. Do you talk to yourself?
() yep. minsan. :D

47. Is there something you want that you can't have?
() hmmmm.. yung BELO/CALAYAN beauty package. hehehe.. :D

48. Three things about the preferred sex that you first notice?
() smile. :) wit. :) sense of humor. :)

49. Who are u thinking of right now?
() si kras

50. Who did you last hug?
() ineng

52. Where is your phone?
() here in front of me.

53. What was the last thing you ate?
() sokolate

54. Favorite Color/s?
() white / pastels

55. Last movie you watched?
() the fast & the furious 4

56. What song are you currently listening to?
() Sunshine by Gabrielle

57. What do you want?
() phone for my brother

59. What t.v. show are you watching?
() american idol / america's most amazing videos

60. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
() Client

tama na

2009-04-20T18:03:00.002+08:00

hehehe..
kakasawa.
tama na yung mga bulletins.
ay teka.. hanap nga ko ng mahirap hirap mga tanong.
dali dali naman ng mga tanong e.
walang challenge.
haha!
wit.
isa pa.. :D

bulletin 3

2009-04-20T18:02:00.000+08:00

1. A is for age:
27

2. B is for beer of choice:
San Mig Light

3. C is for career right now:
Business Development/Account Management

4. D is for your dog’s name?
Rusty, Tisay, Beckie

5. E is for essential item you use everyday
hairbrush

6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment.
hmmm.. wala e.. di ako siado kakanood lately

7. G is for favorite game:
hmmm.. SIMS

8. H is for Home town:
Laguna

9. I is for instruments you play:
wala e. hehe.. :D

10. J is for favorite juice:
orange, mango, avocado

11. K is for whose butt you’d like to kick:
hahaha! uhmm.. wala naman.. :D

12. L is for last place you ate:
landmark food court

13. M is for marriage:
hm? o ano about marriage?

14. N is for your full name:
mary grace reyes lapis

15. O is for overnight hospital stays:
hmmm.. tagal ng inde.

16. P is for people you were with today:
raech

17. Q is for quote:
“It is impossible for us to break the law. We can only break ourselves against the law.” - Cecille B.

De Mille

18. R is for Biggest Regret:
yon.

19. S is for status:
uber single.

20. T is for time you woke up today:
around 5:30AM

21. U is for underwear you have on now:
uhmmm.. cream low waist bikini

22. V is for vegetable you love:
ampalaya and kalabasa

23. W is for worst habit:
hmmm.. nu ba.. parang gusto ko lahat ng bagay matapos ko ng sabay sabay.

24. X is for x-rays you’ve had:
hmmm.. last january. ct stonogram.

25. Y is for yummy food you ate today:
wala. walang yummy.

26. Z is for zodiac sign:
i don't zodiac.

bulletin 2

2009-04-20T17:47:00.001+08:00

1) Happiest moment of 2008 so far?
- dami eh..

2) What did you wake up to this morning?
- hmmm.. nightmare. may napatay na kaibigan ko. huhuhu.. nagising talaga ko bigla.

3) Who was your last text message from?
-RJ

4) Would you kiss the last person you kissed properly again?
- NO WAY.

5) When is the last time you saw the one you like?
- hehehehe.. :D sikretoooo.. :))

6) Who can you tell anything to?
- hmmmm.. wala? haha! God, of course. :) He's the only one I fully trust and could understand me 1,000%!

7) Do you know anyone named Peter?
- yeah. highschool classmate

8) Who was your last phone call with?
-wait.. il check.. [*checking*] . . . Leah

9) What's the last thing yousaid/typed?
-Leah

10) How's life?
- ok naman. eto, mejo tinatamad.

11) Last time you cried?
- di ko na tanda e.. december ang alam ko.

12) Why??
- eh masakit e. hehehe.. :D

13) Have you ever thrown up?
-nope.

14) Where was the first kiss you had with the last person you kissed?
-

15) Do you love anyone who's name starts with an 'L'?
- yep. madami! ^_^

16) Are you happy?
-tama lang na saya.

17) Are you excited about anything?
-yeeeep! *_* nonoodin ko si Vice Ganda sa 15h of May! hihi.. sana matuloy. I wanna laugh hard!

18) What makes you happy in life?
-wala. kat ano. dali lang ako mapatawa at mapasaya. ^_^

19) What were you doing at 3 in the morning?
-tutulog pa.

20) Do you have any text messages saved on your phone?
-yep.

21) Who are they from?
-italiannis, chikka, client

22) What do they say?
-"thank you for joining italianni's small price for a big lunch promo.." "hi grace! you have just updated your personal profile.." "Hi grace. Pls have the OR delivered.." (hehehe)

23) Do you enjoy life?
-yeah! as in.

25) Would you take a bullet for anyone?
-only for my immediate family.

26) What are you listening to?
-Fall For You by Second Hand Serenade

28) Have you ever taken medicine that wasn't prescribed to you?
-oo ata. hehe

29) Are you surprised about something?
-ay yeah! :D

30) Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
-wang ko. baka.

31) Do you feel bad because someone doesn't like you?
-of course not, emosyon nila yon e. magagawa ko? hehe..

33) Do you like anyone?
-uu. ;)) (ang landi!) hahaha! :p

34) What's the worst thing about hugs?
-pag mabantot sia at uber kadirs na amoy laway at balakubs combined.

35) What did yesterday consist of?
-dami dami. kainitan ng LB at ang pagsagot kong muli. ahahay!

36) did you talk to anybody random yesterday?
-no.

37) Did any particular thing brighten up your day yesterday?
-oh yeah! as in! may kasama pang ngiti tas kilig. ahaha! my ghaaas.. :))

38) What's the stupidest thing you've ever done?
-nakow! kadami. :D

39) If you could kiss someone right now who would it be?
-wala. i don't feel like kissing anyone at the moment.

40) When was the last time you went ice skating?
-i have never been in a rink. hehehe.. :D

bulletin 1

2009-04-20T17:29:00.002+08:00

1. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
- hehe.. yeah. :D

2. When was the last time you met someone new?
- hmmm.. teka.. isip ko muna.. [*isip-ing*] . . . last wednesday, i met homer's girlfriend.

3. When did you last eat pizza?
- naku. i can't remember.. parang nung bumili yung presidente ng pizza para sa office. yeah, i think that was the last time

4. Do you drink beer?
- yeah.. pakonte-konte.

5. Do you wash your own clothes?
- hehe.. inde. :D

6. Are you any good at poker?
- no. i don't even know how to play it.

7. What do you want more than anything?
- genuine happiness and peace of mind.

8. Are you tired?
- hmmm.. a bit.

9. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
- my big king size super soft pillow.

10. Pepsi or Coke?
- Coke

11. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
- i guess not. i can be civil but i can never trust his/her words again.

12. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
- nope!

13. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
- Mcdonald's

14. Are you restless?
- indi.

15. Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
- here in the office? desktop.

16. How many friendster views do you have?
- as of last night, it was 121.

17. Want to be a prince/princess?
- princess.

18. Do you believe dreams come true?
- yes. ^_^

19. Last song you heard?
- hmmm.. with you by chris brown

20. Do you like Batman?
- uhm. di masyado.

21. Who is in the room with you?
- sa makati, si Ann & Maddie / sa bahay, yung pinsan ko

22. what r u wearin on ur foot?
- ngayon? sinelas. nasira takong ng pumps ko e. nidala ko nina sa mr. quickie. hehe

23. What was the last thing you ate?
- Hershey's Milk Chocolate

24. What were you doing before this?
- nagbabasa ng articles sa internet

25. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
- mouse pad

26. In your opinion what is the weirdest thing listed on goofysicons.com?
- wang ko. blocked e. (oo, kakaririn ko sana ang pagtingin. haha! :p)

27. What instant messaging service do you use?
- YM

28. what is ur fav website?
- blogspot.com

29. Whose house were you at last night?
- bahay namin, sa LB.

30. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
- jeans.

31. What is the last movie you watched?
- The Fast and The Furious 4

32. What do you currently hear right now?
- with you by chris brown

33. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
- ay naku, nuuuuung.. november ata. or was it january. feb nga ata.

34. Where's your favorite place to be?
- sa kama ko.

34. Have you ever heard of the band Our Lady Peace?
- inde.

35. Where do you sleep?
- my bed.

36. Where do you shop the most?
- hehehe.. i don't shop e. :D nitatamad ako..

37. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
- sa LB.

38. Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
- anu naman yan?

39. Where was your default pic taken?
- hmmm.. sa terrace.

40. Why did you pick your background?
- di ko pinili yon. stolen shot yang pic na yan e.

41. Are you happy with where you are?
- yes. but i'm still trying to improve and learn more about myself. :)

42. Do you believe love at first sight exists?
- NO.

43. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
- of course.

44. Do you believe that you can change someone?
- as in force someone to change? no. influence, oo. ;o)

45. What are you going to do after you do this survey?
- magsagot ulit ng bulletin. hehehe..

sagot

2009-04-19T20:18:00.002+08:00

after 10 years nakasagot na ko!!!
yahuuuu! ^_^

pssst..

2009-04-17T16:40:00.002+08:00

may wewento ako ever.
may sumitsit sa min ni raech nina sa elevator!
maaaaaaan! eh kami lang kaya ang sakay.
tas yung sitsit pa nia, am bagal. yung pangtakot na sitsit?
ganooon..

yung unang sitsit, ako lang ang nakarinig kasi dumadaldal si raech habang pumapasok sa elevator. ako kasi unang pumasok sa elevator e.

yung second na sitsit, narinig na din ni raech.
tanong nia: "narinig mo yun?"
sabi ko: "hinde" (baka kasi magpanic kami pareho e. tama na yung ako na lang ang nagpapanic. hahaha!)

tas on the third sitsit, nagkatinginan na lang kaming dalawa.
buti na lang asa express zone na ang elevator.
meaning, wala na siang titigilan na floors.
after a short while asa ground na kame.

paglabas namin ng elevator, saka ko sinabi kay raech na naririnig ko din.
hehehe.. tas napa-akbay ako kay rachelle.

my ghas ha.. if it was some kind of a joke..
pleaaaaaaaaaaaase.. t2 mode kayo ha..
tsk tsk tsk..

i reported it to our finance/admin manager.
ni-report na din nia sa admin office sa baba.
maya maya aakyat na daw dito ang mag-iimbestiga.
hehe.. :D

kelangan umamin ang may sala!
dahil ayokong isipin na multo yon.
hahaha! :P

di yun mumu talaga.. pramis.
boses nangloloko lang e.
am fanget sumitsit.
kung gusto nia, lunukin muna nia laway nia para umayos kat papano yung tunog.
my ghas ha. my ghas talaga ever..

noodin nio sa channel 5 ang telecast.
wahaha! :))

funny chat

2009-04-15T11:13:00.008+08:00

kung may time kayo, basa niyo chat namin ni jep-jep.
opismeyt ko yan sa dating kong kumpanya sa ortigas.
wala lang. kulitan lang. natatawa ko e.
share ko lang sa inyo.
dalawang parts yan.
pero mas nakakatawa yung second part.
kasi itong una, lait powers lang naman yan e.
hehehe.. :D
la lang. mababaw lang talaga ko.
haha! :P

PART 1: BOTO
mwah (9:45:17 AM): jep jep!
mwah (9:45:22 AM): boto mo pala ko
mwah (9:45:23 AM): dali!!!!
mwah (9:45:24 AM): :))
jep (9:45:24 AM): san?
mwah (9:45:30 AM): lahat ng e-add mo gamitin mo
mwah (9:45:31 AM): :))
jep (9:45:32 AM): kongresista?
mwah (9:45:36 AM): dito
mwah (9:45:37 AM): http://www.blockandwhite.com.ph/vote_photo.php?uid=1616
jep (9:45:39 AM): binibining baryo?
mwah (9:45:39 AM): :D
jep (9:45:40 AM): hahaha
mwah (9:45:47 AM): wala lang. trip trip lang
mwah (9:45:48 AM): ahahahaha
jep (9:45:51 AM): hala
jep (9:45:52 AM): hahaha
jep (9:45:55 AM): nagulat ako
jep (9:45:57 AM): :))
jep (9:46:00 AM): nakita ko mukha mo
mwah (9:46:01 AM): =))
jep (9:46:18 AM): madami ka pang radiant photo ah
jep (9:46:24 AM): talagang eto yung pinost
mwah (9:46:27 AM): hahahaha
mwah (9:46:35 AM): walang ayos yan e
mwah (9:46:36 AM): :D
mwah (9:46:42 AM): kaya palaban
mwah (9:46:43 AM): :))
mwah (9:46:44 AM): actually
mwah (9:46:51 AM): di naman puede yang photo na nya
mwah (9:46:53 AM): *yan
mwah (9:46:54 AM): hehehe
mwah (9:46:59 AM): kelangan nasa ilalim ng araw
mwah (9:46:59 AM): :D
mwah (9:47:01 AM): wala lang
mwah (9:47:03 AM): gusto ko lang malaman
mwah (9:47:10 AM): kung sino mga naniniwala sa kin
mwah (9:47:19 AM): ibig sabihin, ngayon may 40 na naniniwala sa kin
mwah (9:47:20 AM): :))
mwah (9:47:33 AM): dibay-dibay 3
jep (9:47:35 AM): hahaha
mwah (9:47:36 AM): mga 13 katao
mwah (9:47:37 AM): :))
jep (9:47:41 AM): madagdagan pa yan kung boboto kita
mwah (9:47:46 AM): assuming bawat isa may 3 e-add
jep (9:47:46 AM): hahaha
mwah (9:47:47 AM): hahahaha
jep (9:47:54 AM): mga pinilit mong bumoto
mwah (9:47:58 AM): =))
jep (9:49:00 AM): teka boboto ako
jep (9:49:01 AM): hahaha
mwah (9:49:05 AM): hahaha
jep (9:49:07 AM): dun sa isang girl
jep (9:49:07 AM): hahaha
mwah (9:49:09 AM): ilan ba e-add mo?
jep (9:49:15 AM): hmmm
mwah (9:49:16 AM): pati e-add ng ate, nanay, kuya mo
jep (9:49:17 AM): 1
mwah (9:49:17 AM): sama mo na
mwah (9:49:18 AM): =))
jep (9:49:19 AM): 4
jep (9:49:23 AM): hahaha
jep (9:49:26 AM): 4 e-add ko
jep (9:49:29 AM): ano premyo nito?
mwah (9:49:31 AM): o haaaaaaaaaa
mwah (9:49:38 AM): di man ako mananalo jan e
mwah (9:49:42 AM): tingnan mo yung mga votes
mwah (9:49:45 AM): ng mga leading
mwah (9:49:49 AM): milyon milyon na
mwah (9:49:51 AM): hahaha
mwah (9:49:59 AM): nung wkeened ko lang kasi nalaman
mwah (9:50:00 AM): e
mwah (9:50:03 AM): sayaaaang
mwah (9:50:04 AM): tsk
mwah (9:50:06 AM): haha
mwah (9:50:09 AM): nagsisi pa e noh
jep (9:50:09 AM): scam ya
mwah (9:50:10 AM): :))
jep (9:50:22 AM): tingnan mo yung isang leading na expose yung camera
jep (9:50:28 AM): mukha na syang kaluluwa
mwah (9:50:37 AM): LOL
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mwah (9:50:42 AM): tingnan ko
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mwah (9:51:13 AM): lol
mwah (9:51:15 AM): onga noh
mwah (9:51:17 AM): si caspera
mwah (9:51:18 AM): :))
jep (9:51:23 AM): :))
mwah (9:51:24 AM): daming boto oh
mwah (9:51:25 AM): hataw
jep (9:51:31 AM): dugas yan
jep (9:51:43 AM): ano sya artista?
mwah (9:51:50 AM): hahaha
mwah (9:51:51 AM): suplado
mwah (9:51:55 AM): yung iba parang iniscan
mwah (9:51:58 AM): oa yung nasa frame
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mwah (9:53:09 AM): :))
jep (9:53:15 AM): bakt?
mwah (9:53:18 AM): bat daw nakakuha pa yun ng 822 votes
mwah (9:53:19 AM): :))
mwah (9:53:21 AM): tingnan mo
mwah (9:53:24 AM): sa most voted
jep (9:53:39 AM): hahaha. rumonda siguro sa barangay yan
mwah (9:53:50 AM): hahahaah
mwah (9:54:07 AM): di ko pa maintindihan yung inglis niya
mwah (9:54:10 AM): ulitin ko lang
jep (9:54:22 AM): me profile ba>?
mwah (9:54:24 AM): I can step into the light when I'm
using block and white because it leaves my skin feeling fresh and energized everyday especially this summer spending with my friends playing volleyball under the sun.
mwah (9:54:39 AM): parang di ako makahinga
mwah (9:54:42 AM): pag nibabasa ko
jep (9:55:02 AM): di ata marunong gumamit ng comma at period
mwah (9:56:14 AM): lalake ba to o babae?
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jep (9:56:39 AM): balake
jep (9:56:41 AM): hahaha
jep (9:56:58 AM): eh mukang macho eh'
mwah (9:57:02 AM): :))
jep (9:58:01 AM): mang lait daw ba
jep (9:58:02 AM): hahaha
mwah (9:58:04 AM): lol

PART 2: HIMLAY
jep (11:01:48 AM): ate grace hihimlay muna ako
mwah (11:01:52 AM): uy
mwah (11:01:53 AM): wag
mwah (11:01:55 AM): bata ka pa
mwah (11:02:03 AM): mahal ba hihimlayan mo?
jep (11:02:07 AM): haaha
mwah (11:02:08 AM): anung kulay nipili mo?
jep (11:02:18 AM): dilaw yung kumot eh
jep (11:02:19 AM): hahaha
mwah (11:02:22 AM): =))
mwah (11:02:28 AM): alive na alive
mwah (11:02:31 AM): tama yan
jep (11:02:31 AM): tapos unan green
jep (11:02:32 AM): hahaha
mwah (11:02:35 AM): parang natutulog lang
jep (11:02:40 AM): alive alive alive forever more!
jep (11:02:41 AM): hahaha
mwah (11:02:43 AM): :))
mwah (11:02:51 AM): o sia himlay na
jep (11:02:57 AM): sige babay!
mwah (11:02:58 AM): ang bow tie
mwah (11:02:59 AM): ayusin
mwah (11:03:02 AM): baka tabinge
jep (11:03:12 AM): naka kurbata ako teka itali ko lang
jep (11:03:21 AM): nagugusot yung tuxedo ko
mwah (11:03:23 AM): ay kurbata?
mwah (11:03:29 AM): puede na un
mwah (11:03:32 AM): :))
mwah (11:03:36 AM): yung bulak
mwah (11:03:37 AM): ha
mwah (11:03:39 AM): sa butas
mwah (11:03:41 AM): ilagay
jep (11:03:42 AM): hahaha
jep (11:03:50 AM): teka ayusin ko lang ung foundation
jep (11:03:51 AM): :))
mwah (11:03:54 AM): =))
mwah (11:04:00 AM): sideline ba yan jep?
mwah (11:04:01 AM): :))
jep (11:04:06 AM): hahaha
jep (11:04:10 AM): hobby
jep (11:04:11 AM): hahaha
mwah (11:04:15 AM): =))
mwah (11:04:17 AM): hahaahahah
mwah (11:04:27 AM): gagawn ko ng entry
mwah (11:04:29 AM): tong chat na to
mwah (11:04:31 AM): :))
jep (11:04:33 AM): hahaha
jep (11:04:41 AM): natatawa ko
jep (11:04:42 AM): :))
mwah (11:04:53 AM): ako din e
mwah (11:05:00 AM): o sia himlay na kung ok na ang foundation
mwah (11:05:03 AM): at bulaks
mwah (11:05:08 AM): wag siado kapal
mwah (11:05:14 AM): magmumuka kang bading
jep (11:05:19 AM): ok sige. ok lang ponds gamit ko
jep (11:05:20 AM): hahaha
mwah (11:05:24 AM): =))
mwah (11:05:30 AM): may whitening effect
mwah (11:05:32 AM): hhaahahah
mwah (11:05:34 AM): ba yan
jep (11:05:42 AM): uu ata
jep (11:05:45 AM): basta yung blue
jep (11:05:46 AM): hahha
mwah (11:05:49 AM): hahahaha
mwah (11:05:52 AM): o dali na
mwah (11:05:55 AM): para madaming kita
jep (11:06:00 AM): hahaha
mwah (11:06:05 AM): hirap pala ng buhay jan
jep (11:06:06 AM): kailangan maka quota
jep (11:06:07 AM): :))
mwah (11:06:16 AM): kelangan pa ng bulaks
jep (11:06:35 AM): ang kulit. nakakatawa
jep (11:06:53 AM): sige akoy hihiga na
jep (11:06:55 AM): babay!
mwah (11:06:58 AM): ok!
mwah (11:07:03 AM): himlay well
mwah (11:07:04 AM): :))
jep (11:07:07 AM): :))

bakasyon ni grasya

2009-04-13T18:22:00.005+08:00

ay. nalimot kong wento yung highlights ng bakasyon ko. hehe

nung thursday, april 9
Memorial Day: this is in celebration of Jesus's Death (Luke 22:19)
Attendance: 532
o haaaaaaa! dami namin ano! hehehe..
110 ang publishers naman.
dami namin bisita! ^_^
tas dumating yung bible study ko, si ate mylene kasama yung asawa nia si kuya bene. ^_^
after memorial, nihatid namin mga bisita ulit pauwi.
after maghatid, kain kaming cong sa baker grounds.. ^_^
10pm na kami uwe kasi yun ang curfew sa UPLB e. :D

friday, april 10
midweek meeting naman
sayang mag mid week meeting sa sariling congregation. ^_^

saturday, april 11
house to house nung morning.
naka-invite ako ng 3 bisita for the special talk on the 26th.
sana pumunta. :D

dedication ng bagong kingdom hall nung hapon. :)
inalay na kay Jehovah God yung bagong kh namin! hihi.. ;))
si bro. quiohilag ng bethel ang nag-dedicate.
ganun pala mag-dedicate ng KH noh?
pinag pe pray din. inaalay talaga kay Jehovah God. ^_^
200 attendance from the 2 congregations na gumagamit ng KH.
tas after ng dedication, meryenda ng onte.
carrot cake tsaka plus. haha! :P
after ng dedication, nagpunta pamilya nina kuya larry sa bahay.
tas pinagluto ko si ate imelda ng molo soup. the best!!!!

sunday, april 12
house to house nung morning. ^_^
may bago na naman akong aaralan ng Bible. hihi.. ;))
dalawa. so magiging apat (4) na BS ko. hihi.. saya saya! ^_^
si nanay leonora, si nadia, si ate mylene at si nunan!
si nanay leonora, naputol ang usap namen kasi naki eps-eps yung pastor nung isang religious group don.
sumama sa usapan namen. pa-cute ever.
laging nakatingin sa dibdib ko. leeeeeeeer..
saktan ko sia. kaya nagpaalam na ko kay nanay leonora.
kako next week na lang.

tas si nadia, 27 yrs old din sia, pero may tatlo na siang anak.
pero di pa sila kasal nung asawa nia ever.
na-demo ko na sa kania briefly kung pano ang aral so next week susubukan namin mag study.
sana magtuloy din sia. ^_^
iniwanan ko sia ng 2 magazines: yung isa tungkol sa Born Again. kasi yung kapatid nia Born Again daw. nag-aaral ng pagpapastor.
kako i-share nia sa kapatid nia yung magazine.
tas yung isang magazine tungkol sa mga anak. bagay sa kaniya. :)

natapos kami sa larangan ng 11:30am.
pagdating ng bahay, kain lang ang pahinga tas bible study naman kay nunan.
hataw si nunan! aral na aral ever!
galing sumagot.
pano, the last time na nagstudy kame, nakanganga sa kin.
indi makasagot. napagalitan ko nga.
panay ang laro sa computer tas di naman pala kaka-aral for BS., tsk tsk tsk. baaaad..
kaya nung sunday, pinag handaan ng todo. hahaha!
ayun. eh di natapos namin yung chapter. hehehe.. :D

after naman namin study. aral naman ako ng bantayan for pulong.
eh di naman din ako nakasagot for pulong. ahaha!
adik ko ever.
pramis next week. sasagot na ko. hehe..

tas yun na. pulong na nung hapon. :D

whew! lang pahinga noh? pero uber happy ako.
saya ng weekend ko kasi may bago akong BS at nakapag lingkod ako sa larangan. hehe
saya saya. ^_^

langka pa din

2009-04-13T15:26:00.003+08:00

grabe.. di pa din ako nakaka move on sa langka hanggang ngayon!!!
nagke crave pa din sako sa langka!
my ghas! what's happening to me??!
gusto ko ng langka.
as in now na.
haaaay! mukang dadaan na naman akong landmark maya. :s
sana may panahon ako pa para bumili..
tsk tsk..

pinsan

2009-04-13T15:25:00.000+08:00

lam niyo ba. may pinsan ako na kinaiinisan halos ng mga kamag-anak ko.
ewan ko ba, pero mababa ang loob ko sa kaniya.
lam niyo yung feeling na may nakikita at nararamdaman ako na di nakikita at nararamdaman ng iba?
parang behind her suwail na ugali, nakikita ko yung kalungkutan nia sa loob at yung paghahanap nia ng pagmamahal.
di ko alam, feeling ako ako lang ang nakakakita non.
kasi nagagalit sila sa kania eh. ako inde.
everytime na nakikita ko siya, naaawa ako sa kania.
she was never raised with a mom and dad.
maliit pa lang sia kung san san na sia nakikitira, nakikisama sa pamilya na tinitirhan niya.
ang nanay at tatay nia, hiwalay.
ang nanay nia asa ibang bansa maliit pa lang sia.
ang tatay nia may iba ng pamilya.
nalulungkot ako para sa kaniya.
pag ine explain ko yan sa mga kamag-anak namin, ang sinasabi sa kin: "eh bat yung kuya niya, di naman ganyan ang ugali? mabait naman.."
andun na ko. but still, may pagkukulang sa buhay niya.
may hinahanap siya na di naibigay ng nanay-tatay nia.
wala siang buong pamilya na kinalakhan.
kaya kapag pinag mamasdan ko sia na naghuhugas ng plato sa bahay o kaya nag lilinis at nagwawalis sa bahay, awang-awa talaga ko.
ginagawa niya yun kasi nakikisama sia. alam niyang nakikitira lang sia kaya kelangan niang kumilos sa bahay.
nakakaawa talaga. she was never happy.
she never had a happy childhood.
kaya mababa ang loob ko sa kaniya e.
as much as possible, i wanted her to feel that she's cherished and she's important when i'm around.
oo lang ako ng oo don kapag may request sa kin.
yung kalungkutan nia yung nakikita ko, indi yung suwail na ugali niya.
naaawa talaga ako..
maliit pa lang sia, wala na siang kinikilalang pamilya.
kung san san na sia nakikitira. silang magkapatid.
ang hirap non!
grabe..
di ko din naman masisi mga kamag anak ko pag kinaiinisan sia kasi talagang may ugali din.
pero di ko pinapansin yon.
dahil ang nakikita ko nga sa kaniya eh yung sobrang lungkot na nararamdaman nia dahil di sia nakaramdam na may pamilya na nagmamahal sa kaniya.
tas kahapon, tumawag nanay nia sa nanay ko (magkapatid sila pala)
asa background lang sia.
di sia kinausap ng nanay nia, nanay ko lang. :(
ang sakit non grabe..
sabi lang sia ng sabi: "tita, yung cellphone ko tita sabihin mo.." "tita, si ineng may birthday na.."
pero di sia iniintindi ni nanay. yung magkapatid lang ang nag-uusap.
alam ko nasaktan sia nung natapos ang usap na di man lang sia kinausap ng nanay nia.. :(
grabe... ramdam na ramdam ko yon.
kahit di ko sia nakikita.. (asa kuarto kasi ako e, rinig ko lang sila)
sobrang napaawa ako.. after nung tawag sa telepono. ang tahimik niya..
cguro napapaawa sa sarili yon. at siempre nasaktan yon..
haaaaay.. wala lang.. naaawa talaga ko sa pinsan ko na to.
di ako maaway niyan kasi ako lang mabait sa kaniya. hehehe..

nways.. na share ko lang to.
kasi andun sia sa bahay ulit nakatira.
pinag mamasdan ko sia minsan.
minsan nakikita ko tulala siya. 9_9

hay naku.. if i could do anything to help her..
sabi ko tulungan ko na lang sia hanap work.
sana may mai-refer ako..
at sana may maitulong ako para mag mature pa siya..

end.

@-@ shades

2009-04-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

lam niyo kanina, sobrang punuan sa bus.
late na kong pumasok nun ha? past 7am nko umalis ng bahay.
kala ko mejo maluwag na. kasi usually, around 6-6:30 ang tayuan.
kanina dami pa din sumasakay ng bus.
kaya nakiupo lang ako sa harap., malapit sa driver.
yung HM bus kase ini-inspect yan ng mga sundalo somewhere sa SLEX.
pag ganyang tayuan ang bus, pinapababa muna yung lahat ng mga nakatayo, tas inspect nila mga bag.
eh di ba nga, asa harap ako kaupo? malapit ako sa may pinto e..
eh may isang mama, nakakuha ng atensyon ko. kasi ganda ng kulay ng pagka-pink ng polo shirt nia. umaliwalas yung muka niya.
matanda na sia e.. cguro early or mid 50s ganyan.
tas mejo seryoso. lam niyo yung tipikal na matanda? ayos na ayos ang buhok na naka-gel. tas naka tuck sa slacks yung polo shirt. basta maayos siang tingnan at seryoso ang itsura.
eh di bumaba nga sila ano? pinagmamasdan ko ung matanda kasi kering keri nia yung pink na kulay. eh mainit sa labas. sinuot nia yung shades nia.
muntik na kong mapahagalpak nung makita ko yung shades e. bwahaha!
am pigil ko. pramis.
yung shades ba naman e may nakadilat na mata sa parehong lente. hahahaha!
am pangeeeeeeet.. kagalang galang pa naman ang impression na binigay nia sa kin, sabay suot ng dilat na shades??!!
leeeeeeer.. gusto ko ngang picture-an kanina e.
para makita niyo din sana.
kaso hiya ako.. hehe.. siadong obvious. :D
aware kaya sia na ganun shades nia?
kakatawa talaga..
natatawa ko mag-isa pag naaalala ko e. wahaha!

=))

update sa langka

2009-04-08T09:15:00.003+08:00

uuuuy.. may langka na ko!!!
yahuuu! ^_^
nakabili ako kagabi sa landmark. hihi.. ;))
ang saya! grabe.. ^_^
maya kain ko na yun.
nilagay ko sa ref muna sa pantry para mejo malamig sia.

tas niyan, nag order pa ko ng champorado at palabok sa tapa king.
hehehehe..
di ako gutom, pramis.
di talaga. haha! :P

grabe sarap kumain ever.
kain kain! ^_^

langka

2009-04-07T18:01:00.000+08:00

grabeeee..
gusto ko ng matamis na langkaaaa..
my ghaaaaas!
kaninang kanina pa.
kaninang kanina pa.
ah ah..
gusto ko ng mag out at pumunta sa supermarket.
hanapin ko pa yung langka.. :s
as in uber crave na ko.
parang gusto ko ng magwala.
hahaha!

langkaaaaa..
langkaaaaa..
langkaaaaa..

@_@

minna

2009-04-07T13:52:00.004+08:00

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me: ah talaga? san? oo...

minna: wrertg fdytjyu&**^# awefer sdf!!^^^%! sfer...
me: ohhhh.. oo.. si beckie? nikagat ball?

minna: sdfd 3r3&*@@##)4re y5y543 gerty**&45645..
me: oo.. bad beckie eh noh? maya palo natin beckie.. nikakagat bola ano?

minna: et454 grg4&&**5t fgdgrg 4tgfg*&^%$$ refwer.. huhuhu.. fserfrtr5.. :((
me: hehehe.. o sia pa-kiss na lang dali!

ganyan makipag usap pamangkin ko na mag-2 years old na this April.
parang alien. hahaha!

:))

tamaritis

2009-04-07T13:46:00.000+08:00

it's tuesday.
pero feeling ko monday.
im so wala sa mood na magtrabaho.
i actually had finished my tasks already.
and i am suppose to search the web again for new leads na lang.
kaso nitatamad talaga ko.. :s
I AM SO TAMAD.
as in.
and ANTOK. (-_-)

naalala ko yung halo-halo sa bahay.
naghalo-halo kami sa bahay kahapon e.
may langka!!!
shucks. sarap.
tas saging.
the rest di ko na siado type.
kamotz. nata. ube pede pa. tsaka sweet beans.
ang titigas!!!
my ghas.
ayan.. naglalaway nko tuloy for matamis na langka.
huhuhuhu..

langkaaaa.. langkaaaa..
gusto kong langkaaa! ;((

bat ba walang ganon dito sa makati as dessert??
as in sweetened langka lang!
huhu..

gusto ko. gusto ko. gusto ko. :((

night out @ dencio's

2009-04-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

yesterday i left the office at 5:00PM to visit my ortho and had my wires adjusted. kaya eto ang sakit ng ipen ko.. :s

sabay kami ni james nagpuntang ortigas kasi he was in makati yeterday and he treated me and jei-r for a snack. we had BLTs and ham & cheese sandwich in countrystyle, paseo center.

that was a quick snack. hmmm.. 20mins i guess and we're done. then i had to rush back to the office to get my things and meet james.

grabeeee.. sobrang hirap sumakay kahapon. ilang beses kaming nagpabalik balik ni james sa mga terminals in trying to get a cab. pero wala! we wasted 1hr sa kakalakad at kakapabalik balik kakahanap ng cab. then we finally decided to take the MRT.

umabot naman ako sa ortho ko. dumating akong ortigas ng 15mins before 7pm. tumawag lang ako kay bjhean para di nila ko mapagsarhan. hehe..

pagdating ko sa clinic oh.. ako na lang niintay nila. hehehe.. mga nakaupo na sa reception area. :D including the boss. hehehe.. kakahiya ever. pero saglit lang naman ako ginawa e. i think 10-15mins lang yon.

tas after non, i went back to makati to meet my officemates. pinuntahan ko sila sa dencio's. makukulit na. pano mga nakainom na.

they were:
-homer
-raech
-nante
-kian
-tj
-tas dumating yung cj (friend ni tj)

grabe.. i got tipsy last night after a half bottle of san mig. haha! (hina ever)
inantok nko kalahati pa lang naiinom ko. hehehe..
i think i had 2 bottles of san mig kagabi.
sobrang daldal ko. tsk tsk.. pero alam ko nigagawa ko.
alam ko din sinasabi ko. yun nga lang, am pungay na ng mata ko tas ang kuliti ko na ever.

hmmm.. naghiwa-hiwalay ata kami ng 12 midnight.
nakauwi ako ng 12:30am sa bahay.
dapat uuwi ako ng laguna last night e.
tong mga to, yaw pumayag na di ako sama.
dala ko pa naman na mga gamit ko for laguna.
kaya bitbit ko ulit sila sa bahay sa makati pauwi.
hehehe..

i had fun last night. ^_^
there were deliberations on certain issues about males and females.
relationships, trust issues, cheating, etc.
male perception vs. women's views
it's good to hear men's side on certain issues about emotions and relationships.
sobrang enjoy akong makinig ng mga point of views nila. :D
hehe..

nways.. so yun. saya naman kagabi.
kulit ng usap. todo asaran at barahan.
hehehe..
hmmm.. tagal ko ng di ginawa sumama sa mga officemates after work.
pero kagabi, kakatuwa naman. masaya.
enjoy talaga. pramis.

^_^

april na pala??

2009-04-03T09:37:00.002+08:00

uy. unang post ko pala yun for april?
gulat ako isa lang entry. asa april na pala.
archived na yung iba.
grabeee.. bilis talaga ng panahon..

cinema 1: the fast (kian) and the furious (tj) - haha!

2009-04-03T09:34:00.003+08:00

i watched "the fast and the furious" last night with tj and kian (2 of our SQEs).
we took the 9:20PM schedule in greenbelt. pano ba naman tong si tj, lam ng kalayo-layo pa nia, ala siete umalis. haler! ba naman yan..
nways.. so yun, while waiting for tj, bumili na kami ni kian ng tickets. (d2-d4 kami sa cinema 1)
ano bang nibili namin ni kian? hmm..
kian had an alfredo pasta and sarsi from NYFD.
i had spagheti ala crema and BIIIIG sprite c/o kian. ^_^
tas bumili kami ng NYFD special cheese burger (hati na lang kami, kaso di na din namin nakain. hehehe.. nabusog na sa pasta. bah nasan na nga pala yung burger na yon? sabi ni kian akin na lang daw. huhuhu.. matanong nga mamya. hehe :D)
eh di yon, habang kumakain, wento wento kami. tas bago mag 8:30 dumating na din si TJ. humihingal pa. hahahaha! =))
siguro napagod kakapalo sa kalabaw nia para bumilis ang takbo. hahahaha! =))
tas pa-park pa niya yon. hahahaha!
nways.. so pagdating ni TJ, tsika tsika kaming 3 ng onte. wala ng ginawa kundi pagtulungan ako ng dalawang yon. bah. kala naman nila papatalo ko sa kanila. naku noh.
so buti na lang at pumasok na kame ng cinema kasi kung anu-ano na nitatanong nung dalawang kumag.

the movie was nice. galing ni vin diesel. hataw talaga.
favorite scenes?
(1) car chase inside the tunnel. astig e. hirap kaya non. sikip sa loob ng tunnel pero todo ang speed nila sa loob. aliw.
(2) tsaka yung first part na sumabog yung oil truck tas dom (vin diesel) and letty (michelle rodriguez) were waiting for the right timing before they advance their car and avoid the blazing oil truck. grabe yun. di ako humihinga nyon. hehehe..

yun. yung lang. hahaha!
sensiya ha? nitatamad akong mag-detalye eh. hehehe..
noodin nio na lang kasi tas tsikahan tayo after. :D

after ng movie, uwi na kami.
naglakad papuntang ayala kasi gusto ko pa sanang mag-jeep ng ganung oras. hahaha!
around 11:30pm na non. hehe..
ang adik ko din e noh? basta. nisubukan kong sumakay ng jeep.
kaso wala ng guadalupe ibabaw na jeep.. :(
sabi nung dalawang kumz, mag-taxi na lang daw ako.
eh kako, yoko. eh wala talagang masakyan na jeep.
kaya sinamahan na lang ako nung dalawang kumz sa taxi.
wala. sana hinayaan ko na lang makagat ako ng lamok kaka antay ng jeep kesa makasama yung dalawang yon sa taxi! parang si boy abunda at si ogie diaz lang e. ah ah.
hinalukay sa king damdamin ang aking nakaraan. (nice. dramatik. haha!)
bah yan.

nways.. nag-enjoy naman ako kagabi. super. ^_^
makulit naman yung dalawa kasama kat mga pasaway to the max!
pagtutulungan pa nila ko e. di naman nila ko matatalo.
basta pag di nko umiimik, warning na yon.
umuusok na ilong ko niyon.
hahahaha! :p

thanks guys. i really had fun! ^_^

end.

walang title

2009-03-31T17:51:00.000+08:00

uhm.
wala na kong makwento.. =((
hmmm.. as in.
huhuhu
basta asa bagong bahay nko, sa makati.
kapitbahay ko na si raechelita ever. :D
lapit lang sa opis. around 20mins
30mins cguro pag trapik.
tas niyan. mura lang pasahe ko.
P7 papasok, tas P9.50 pauwi. (dati P10, eh nag roll of ang langis so P9.50 ngayon)
ang tipid noh? hehehe..
tamang tama. tipid powers.
astig talaga. ^_^
di pko siado aware sa mga parte nung bahay.
di pa ko kakapasok sa liblib na part. haha!
may madilim kasing part sa dulo e.
yung labahan. after un ng kusina.
uminom kasi ako kagabi ng beg-tu.
tas niyan, tinitingnan ko yung madilim na part.
labahan pala. daming kasampay e. hehe..
tapoooos.. di ko pa alam ang mga schedule ng ligo ng mga tao don.
kanina nga habang naliligo ako parang may nangangatok e.
bah. naliligo ako e.
at kakapasok ko lang non.
tsaka tagal kayang bakante nung CR. kikiramdam nga ko kung may papasok after maligo nung kasama ko sa kuarto e.
aba't nakapag bunot na ko ng kilay at nakapag ayos ng isusuot la namang pumapasok. eh di ako na.
tas nung asa loob nko, tsaka kakatakok??
halerski naman.
wag ganun. pantay pantay tayo.
hahahaha! (nag-emote? lol)
nways.. so yun.
mejo mainit yung kuarto e.
kasi sarado lahat ng bintana. :s
nisara nung kasama ko sa kuarto.
nakikita kasi nung katapat naming bahay. :D
hehe.. nways.. ninang umaga, nibuksan ko.
inet e.
dami kong gamit!!!!
sakop yung cabinet na pang dalawang tao. bah.
kelangan bago sila makahanap ng titira don, naiuwi ko na sa LB yung iba kong gamit na sangkatutak. wiwindang ako e.
kadami dami.
ay. yung unan ko pala na dalawa, natapunan ng honey. =((
so di ko sia nagamit. huhuhu..
isa lang unan ko. si pong pagong ang unan ko kagabi.
si misha asa tabi ko. sia akap ko.
tas si berta asa may pwetan ko. hahaha!
bait man yun si berta. tabachingching ever.
kilala niyo ba mga yan?
mga stuff toys sila. si misha ang eldest, next is berta and last si pong pagong.
may chuwariwaps sila, si broosh at si piglet.
kaso mga babies sila e. di puede hug.
kaya ka display lang.
sila nigawa kong unan kasi la ako unan.
huhuhuhu..
maya pala lalabhan ko yung unan.
lagkit non! grabeeeee..
so yun.
wala na naman wenta ang kwento ko.
wala nkong makwento e.
bakit nga ba?
di ko alam e.
basta wala akong siadong adventures lately.
maybe, i was uber busy lang talaga.
hehehe..
so yun.
yun lang.
uwi na ko maya-maya.
si raechelita nauna na.
may kadate pa ata.
gusto ko na din umuwi at humiga.
teka, nu bang gagawin ko sa bahay?
hmmm..
baka magbasa lang ako ng libro.
pero kain muna ko.
gugutom ako e. :s
so sia na, sia na.
babayu na.
saka ko na kayo wentuhan ulet pag meron na.
hehe..
babay.

2009 Circuit Assembly

2009-03-29T19:47:00.005+08:00

kakatapos lang ng circuit assembly namen today. ^_^

theme text: Romans 12:21 "Do not let yourself be conquered by the evil, but keep conquering the evil with the good. :)

were were once again reminded on the things we ought to do to be spiritually awake and spiritually healthy during these last days (END of last days, actually as emphasized by one of the speakers.)

di lang daw tayo nabubuhay sa mga huling araw, pero sa DULO na ng mga huling araw. armageddon is getting nearer. it is important for us Christians be more conscious NOW of gaining spiritual strength and acquire the accurate knowledge from the Bible.
it means our future and our own life.

we all need to heed what the Bible has to say about this system of things.
learn what we need to know about God and His will.
God has already pronounced his judgement to this system of things, Satan's system of things.
so He was asking each of us to get out from it and be saved from the impending destruction awaiting Satan and his wicked government.

wala ng panahon para sa mga Kristiyano na pumetiks pa sa pangangaral.
we need to try as much as possible to share the good news to everybody within our reach so they will gain God's knowledge before time runs out.
that's how we show our love for Jehovah God and for everybody.
God has shown us in great ways His undeserved kindness, so we are obligated to share to it to everyone else.
EVERYBODY MUST KNOW ABOUT JEHOVAH.
Everybody must take a stand if he is for God or for Satan.

tas kanina, sabi nung Distrcit Overseer, si Bro. Ogoi, "Satan CANNOT FORCE anyone to act in wickedness. All he does is play on our weaknesse and MOVE us to go against God's will."
so it is always our decision if we ought to obey God and listen to what He says or grab the TEMPORARY happiness offered by Satan but later on suffer the consequences and live a life of misery and pain.

it's always our decision.
we must not blame Satan for our actions.
we run our life, we decide on things, so we're responsible for it.

please do take time studying the Bible.
listen and act before it's too late..

true, this world is fulll of wickedness, cruelty & crime.
it takes character, great love for God and the help of the holy spirit to control ourselves and still show goodness & kindness to those who are rude and cruel.
but as the theme text of the assembly, "we must conquer the evil by the good." - romas 12:21
if God thinks it is possible for us imperfect humans to control our sinful side and do good to others, then we must always try.
we must always try to show God that He could trust us; that He could be proud of us, even being imperfect. :)

it's a good BIble verse noh? "keep conquering the evil by the good." :)

even now

2009-03-29T19:31:00.003+08:00

grabe. ganda nitong kanta na to.
heart wrenching.
anybody who has a file of this song? care to give me a copy?
pleassse?
send nio lang sa e-mail ko.
i was trying to search for it sa web, found some files pero broken link e.
huhuhu.. so kung sino mang mabait na magsend sa kin. send-an nio naman ako ha? hehehe.. thank you! ^_^

- - - -

Even Now
Nina
Nina Featuring the Hits of Barry Manilow

Even Now
When there's someone else who cares
When there's someone home who's waiting just for me
Even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs
And I wonder what to do so she won't see
That even now
When I know it wasn't right
And I found a better life than what we had
Even now I wakeup crying in the middle of the night
And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
And how I wish you knew
Even now

Even now
When I never hear your name
And the world has changed so much since you been gone
Even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same
And the pain inside of me goes on and on
Even now

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
And God I wish you knew
Some how
Even now

random thoughts

2009-03-27T13:17:00.005+08:00

sakit ulo.
antok.
dami bitbit.
villa guadalupe.
ubo.
kalipat na.
bago bahay.
tsika si nante.
assembly bukas.
gusto na uwi.
ganda raech.
kumain ng ice cream vanilla.
nitatamad.
super antok.
papikit na.
sarap ng lunch.
late pumasok.
colorful top.
miss harvy.
sarap matulog.
pramis.
dami ganda babae sa labas.
red heeled shoes.
abang ka lang.
iii-c coronado.
antoook.

bagong hide-out

2009-03-26T13:03:00.001+08:00

may bago na kong hide-out ever.
as in uber excited na ko maglipat don.
kasi di ba nga? lumayas na ko sa unit.
kagabi nag-ayos kami ni harvelita ng gamit ko don.
tsaka andun na kasi yung mga titira for a month or so.
kaya umalis na ko. ora mismo. haha~
kaya ninang umaga, naghakot kami ng gamit.
may opismeyt ako na nagvolunteer to help me with my things.
kaya ngayon yung mga gamit ko asa sasakyan nia. nakatambak. :D
tas eh di nag-iisip nga ko kung ano ng gagawin ko.
puede naman kasi na kay harvz ako muna tira habang wala akong tutulugan pa.
kaso uber layo talaga don! suko ako. pramis.
ayaw ko ng maipit-ipit sa MRT. huhuhu..
tsaka minsan parang umuuwi na din ako ng LB.
2hrs na biyahe.. huhuhu..
tsaka naisip ko din, kung dun muna ako temporarily at dun ko muna dadalin mga gamit ko, pag nakakita na ko ng bahay dito makati. dadalin ko na naman mga gamit ko frm QC to Makati. ang hasseeeeeeeeeeeel!
kaya as much as possible, mailagay ko na mga gamit ko sa titirahan ko.
naisip ko na una, sa dorm ko dati.
kaso ayaw naman ni nanay doon.
mag-iisip daw sia palagi kung dun ako mag-stay.
kasi naiisip nia baka ako masunog don kasi palengke daw ang ilalim.
at madami din daw squatters. at delikado pag gabi.
dami sinabi eh noh? haha! ganun talaga pag ayaw.
madaming dahilan.
kaya naghanap ako ng iba.
kagabi may pinuntahan ako. don sa may magallanes.
kaso am panget nung place. :(
tas di siado accessible sa transpo at mejo delikado.
kat san ako tumingin may mga tambay sa bangketa na taas-paa at parang iskoba ang baba sa kapal ng ballbas.
kung di man tambay, mukang goons na pedicab driver. :-s
tas pagkakita ko dun sa bahay, feeling ko mare-rape ako doon.
ang view ay bubong ng mga kapitbahay. hahaha!
nitanong ko yung may-ari: "buti di po kayo pinagtatanggkaang pasukin dito?" (mejo matanda na sia e. matandang dalaga sia..)
sabi niya: "19 years na ko dito, wala namang nangyayaring masama sa kin.."
sa loob-loob ko: "pag lumipat po ako ditom malamang meron na."
hehehehe.. wala lang. na-feel ko lang.
sobrang open yung bahay kase at kahoy lang.
at ang taas ha! magha hiking muna ako bago maka-akyat. :-s
tas yung kuwarto, walang bintana!!!
huhuhuh.. kaya uber inet.
sabi ko yoko dun.
eh nagtext din kagabi yung may-ari. sabi nia gusto niya ako na don tumira.
kat daw wag na muna ako mag-down kasi nakita naman daw niyang muka akong mabait na bata. hahahaha!
o haaaaaa.. sabi ko sa inyo mabait ako e. =))
kasi nung una, sabi ko: "puede po ba na yung down at advanced payment ay sa pay day na po?"
sabi nia, kahit daw kalahati nung required payment magbigay ako kasi na-1-2-3 na daw sia.
eh nung pagkakita nia sa kin kagabi nagtext kagad pag-alis ko, sabi: "grace, sabihin mo kaagad sa kin kung gusto mo tumira dito sa bahay ko ha? kahit sa sueldo mo na ibigay lahat ng bayad. nakita ko naman na mabait kang bata."
HAHAHAHAHA!
ayus! :D
o eh di yon, katapus tapusan kagabi, wala akong lilipatan pala. :(
pero tuloy ang plano pa din.
nag-ayos akong gamit kagabi tas early in the morning, hinakot ko na lahat ng gamit ko sa unit. tinambak ko sa sasakyan.
tas niwewento ko kay raech sa chat ung nangyari.
si raech, biglang naalala na may naitabi pala siang number na for rent.
tinawagan ko yung number. she lent me her phone kasi SUNCELL yung number.
tas nagdecide kami na puntahan ngayong lunch.
we checked the place out. ganda!
maganda sia compared sa mga natingnan ko.
residence yun e. tas pinapaupahan nia mga rooms nia.
ang makakasama ko sa room ay manager daw sa metrobank. :)
sobrang luwag pa ng kuarto!
pang animan daw kasi yon. pero dalawa pa lang kami na mag stay.
ibibili nila ko ng bed this weekend! ^_^
provided daw kasi nila yon. tsaka tiktik-pan.
kaya maya, ilagay ko na yung mga gamit ko doon.
pero sa monday na ko tulog don.
maya, kay harvelita muna ako.
kunin ko din mga gamit ko don.
grabeeee.. dami kong gamit! @_@
wawa naman yung kasama ko sa kuarto.
hehe.. :D
nways.. so yun nga.
maya after work, magdala na ko ng gamit doon.
so excited to lipat.

^_^

how to react to cruelty

2009-03-26T09:16:00.006+08:00

if someone has done us wrong, our tendency is to avenge ourselves and make them pay.
but what does the Bible exhorts us to do when we experience rudeness from others? are we to act on our instincts and take our own revenge? isn't it just plain fair to inflict them pain and make them suffer?

i found this from the JW website .
it's a good reading. you could find practical counsels and advise from the Bible on what we ought to do when we experience cruelty from others.

of course, it's not easy to do, but i am sure it's all worth it to control ourselves and remain in God's love. (sobraaaaaang hirap, but we really need to try.)

- - -

How to React to Cruelty

God’s Word offers practical counsel about how to deal with cruelty. Consider how you can apply the following words of wisdom:

“Do not say: ‘I will pay back evil!’ Hope in Jehovah, and he will save you.”—Proverbs 20:22.

“If you see any oppression of the one of little means and the violent taking away of judgment and of righteousness . . . , do not be amazed over the affair, for one that is higher than the high one is watching.”—Ecclesiastes 5:8.

“Happy are the mild-tempered ones, since they will inherit the earth.”—Matthew 5:5.

“All things, therefore, that you want men to do to you, you also must likewise do to them.”—Matthew 7:12.

“Return evil for evil to no one. Provide fine things in the sight of all men. If possible, as far as it depends upon you, be peaceable with all men. Do not avenge yourselves, beloved, but yield place to the wrath; for it is written: ‘Vengeance is mine; I will repay, says Jehovah.’”—Romans 12:17-19.

“Even Christ suffered for you, leaving you a model for you to follow his steps closely. . . . When he was being reviled, he did not go reviling in return. When he was suffering, he did not go threatening, but kept on committing himself to the one who judges righteously.”—1 Peter 2:21-23.

lang wenta

2009-03-24T10:57:00.000+08:00

Hay naku.
Pansin niyo ba?
Sumi-serious na naman mga entries ko?
Hehehehe..
Pansin ko e. :D
Wala na kasi akong MRT moments.
Di na din siado matagal ang biyahe ko. (dati kasi 2hrs e.. :s)
1 oras na lang ngayon. haha!
Tagal pa din pala.
Hehehe..
Pero wala e.
La man ako siado ma-wento.
Same old, same old.
Kaya ayan. Todo seryus. Hehehe..
Ay. Maya uwi akong LB.
Andun CO tsaka DO namin e.
Host kami nila.
Sa min sila nag "pioneering week." :)
Tas maya pulong namen.
CBS lang tsaka service talk ng CO.
Kasi sa weekend Circuit Assembly namen!
Yehey! ^_^
Nagpaalam ako kay Wilmz kagabi na uwi ako LB.
Sabi ko undertime si ako. ;)) Alis akong 3pm.
Payag naman siya.
Pero next time daw, 2 days before, magpapa alam ako.
Hehehe.. :D
Yun.
Walang wenta noh?
Hehe.. La akong mawento e.
Kaya pagtiyagaan niyo na lang yan muna. :D
Sa susunod ulet.

^_^

love & pain

2009-03-23T16:52:00.011+08:00

"Love can melt away the pain no matter how painful it is; but then again I realize that pain can melt away the love, no matter how great love is." - Anonymous

This is sooo true..
But that is only if pain was deliberately caused by the person you loved and cherished.
Other than that, nothing can ever erase true love.
As in NOTHING.

No matter what you do, no matter what you say, no matter what you make yourself believe, true love will always knock on you and will remind you that there is somebody you love before. somebody you cherished. somebody you really treasured.

True love lingers a loooooooong, loooooooong time.
It never fails and is really very hard to forget.
Once in a while, it will resurface and reminds you of that feeling.

But this I'd also like to point out.
Great pain could easily erase everything you feel for a person (at least for my case).
Specially, if it's a breach of trust.

I am always sincere on how i deal with a person.
I seldom lie. I'm very transparent on what i feel. I'm very vocal on what I think.
As much as possible, I make every person feel good about himself.
As much as I can, I make them happy.
I listen to them. I care for them. I laugh with them. I cry with them. I protect them.

But then again, if i learned i have been used, I have been fooled, I have been lied to.
Then that's the end of it. No need for discussion.
We're back to where we are before. Not even friends.
You will just be like anybody else to me.

I rarely take my revenge for I know God always wanted us to do good on others.
And I know He sees everything. And He knows best on what to do on every situation.
I'd rather live my life peacefully and let those bastards reap what they sow.
As long as my conscience is clear, i care less to what they do with their lives.

For me, at a snap of my fingers, it's done.
As much as I can, I give love to the extent, but I can't give it back once gone.
Once I reached my "boiling point" almost nothing can change my mind.
I didn't say, losing somebody like me could have an adverse effect on anyone.
For I am no one. Just Grace. :)
But losing respect from others definitely has a blow to your own personality.
I have this special skill of releasing the true emotions and unmasking the real personality of those around me.

So beware. I am not perfect. I am also a sinner, like all of us are.
But I have the capability to love to the greatest extent possible.
I have the power to understand even the most complicated and hurtful things in life.
But I also have the ability to protect myself from further damage by shutting down my emotions and make myself numb when pricked a million times or even when fatally stab once.

So don't mess with me.
I'm a friend for a friend.

I will not be your worst enemy for I hardly take my revenge.
But I am so sure, you will definitely pay for what you have done (even without me knowing it).

:)

software engineers

2009-03-18T16:59:00.008+08:00

all of us know that US recession has affected a big part of world's business.
many companies has shut down, several has laid off its employees.
but if you're keen on job searches you'll notice that opportunities for IT professionals still top the list.
of course, we could expect that the offered salary will not be as high as before, since there is less competition nowadays among employers bagging for the experienced programmers (2 years and up).
those programmers are technically called "Software Engineers" or "Web Developers".
and if there is less employer competition, it means means less "corporate pirates" hehehe..
but still, compared to Operations, those skilled professionals will still get a higher pay.

but if you'll think about it, those IT professionals really deserve to get a higher salary, don't they?
for one, they are building every kind of system we are using in our day to day operations.
automation is everywhere. almost every business process of small and big companies are being automated.
second, their gained knowledge and skills are highly technical. really MIND BOGGLING! (@-@)
for every "call" they try to make among the tags they create, a brain nerve dies. hahaha!

nways.. so i think, the demand for programmers, web developers, software engineers will not falter, at least for the next couple of years.
but, there are lots of people who are into IT nowadays. so that means, there will be a tough competition for the well-paid IT jobs.
Well-paid for me, means a minimum of P40k-P45k monthly at least for those who have 2 years solid experience in programming here in the Philippines. Abroad, i guess they can bid higher. Like a minimum of P80k in Asia and more than P100k in the US. If you're good you can ask for P200k more. :D hehehe..

so for the employed Software Engineers, grab every experience you could get while working for a company. be bold enough to volunteer for the difficult tasks in your team, hold a challenging project, take trainings offered by your employer, or ask your boss to give training/s which you think will help you be a better programmer and of course, continue studying the latest about the industry's technology. (JAVA, ASAP.net, SQL, VB.net, etc.)
taking certifications is a plus but i guess, companies now are more interested in skills gained, years of experience, handled projects, knowledge about the industry, etc., etc.

their kind of job is very very very challenging, isn't it? well, at least for me.
could you imagine? they are working on codes, tags, commands; combine them together so they would run harmoniously and become ONE AUTOMATED SYSTEM? it could be a small system for internal use but it could also be a huge and a very complicated system to be used by millions of people worldwide. could you imagine that??? IT project = pressure!!!!

so kudos to all the software engineers out there. :)
you are all smart and highly intelligent people, i suppose.
programming needs a lot of thinking and will surely exhaust a lot of brain nerves from you.
i wish i was a programmer too. but thank God, i'm not.

Grace -> programmer? = sure trouble

hahaha! :p

when i thought im over it

2009-03-17T11:15:00.002+08:00

when i thought im over it

:(

i was back in taguig.
just as i thought i was completely over it.
i suddenly felt it all around me.
wrapping me. suffocating me.
i found it difficult to sleep last night.
being there brought loneliness again.
tsk. i was doing fine eh..
im doing well for the last couple of months.
until yesterday.. :(
sobrang naiinis ako.
i exerted all my effort to overcome the pain and leave all the memories behind.
i was able to do it pero sobrang nasaktan ako while i was coping.
parang alam niyo yun, feeling ko ang unfair?
ilang buwang nag-ayos tas isang gabi lang, mararamdaman ko ulet ang lungkot??
ano kaya yon.. :-s

ayoko na kasi e. ayoko na talaga.
i don't want to feel this anymore.
but it's back.
it is soooo here with me again.
i want to live a new life and start new memories.
so please. JUST GO!!!
every memory, every thought, every emotion must GO!!!

*sigh*

isn't ironic? happy memories could bring loneliness?
my ghas. i so hate what i feel now.
i am stubborn. i am not easily shattered. but i do fall.
but one of the things i like about myself is i never give up.
i fight (even with my own self), try to find my way up and make myself a much, much better person.
no matter how this life could hurt me; no matter how many mistakes i make.
nothing could stop me from improving myself.
i know Satan will always try, but I have God to back me up.
hirap lang pati sarili ko kalaban ko. mga sarili kong kahinaan at kagustuhan.
tsk tsk tsk..

haaay..

many people have used me, many people have lied to me.
all i can do is let them be.
cguro i just need to trust God more, i know He sees everything.
He knows what to do. He has a perfect time for every thing.
as I have said, i wronged Him in a lot of ways.
even my own life won't suffice to match His love and kindness.
so maybe, i am thinking, that all i can do is accept these things and be mature in viewing matters.
bear the pain, feel the loneliness while i am still taking steps in gaining myself.
one word to remember: CONSEQUENCES.

and this i also need to bear in mind: THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS MY RELATIONSHIP WITH JEHOVAH.
so whatever hurtings, whatever pains i feel. i must THINK that it really doesn't matter.
i should make Jehovah God happy to show Him that I appreciate every little thing He does for me.
so i must continue changing my ways and improving myself for Jehovah's glory.
i do fail from time to time but that won't stop me from hoping and trying that i will be the best person i can be for Jehovah God.
He trusts me that I can overcome my own weaknesses, so i must always try to follow His righteous ways as much as i can.

haaaay.. i really do hope things will be alright. :)

kape

2009-03-16T17:00:00.004+08:00

one thing i really hate after drinking coffee is the palpitation powers. huhuhu..
as in uber nervous!!!! =((
parang kala mo lagi na lang kabado. :(
yoko ng ganitong feeling.
as in!

huhuhu..
=((

huhu

2009-03-15T07:40:00.003+08:00

grabe ang sakit ng puson kooooo! =((
pero at least lumabas na sia. :D
uber late na naman to e.
delated ng 49 days.
oo. 49 days delayed!
tsk tsk..
stressed kung stressed! :S

pag ganito, feeling ko lumalabas lahat ng kukurikum sa katawan ko e.
ano ang kukurikum?
di ko din alam.
feel ko lang sabihin.
hahahaha!
'ba yan.

:p

aura

2009-03-13T11:54:00.001+08:00

aura ako ng aura.
yung term pala na yan has something to do with paranormal!!!! :-s
my ghas!
yoko na.
from now on, NO AURA ever!

:-s

To You

2009-03-10T18:41:00.003+08:00

To You:
hmmm.. thank you for becoming a part of my life.
it was brief, but that was the happiest moment ever.
i was me, we understood each other only with a few words, we laugh, we never fought.
i always have that feeling that you are my perfect match.
until now, i still think of you.
hearing your name still brings butterflies to my stomach. (eeeew.. hahaha!)
seeing you is always like the first time. :)
that's when i learned how to love.. loving unconditionally, loving purely, loving unselfishly.

To You:
thank you for everything.
take care of yourself always.

To You:
i never could understand how i really felt for you.
it was very chaotic and very complicated.
i was happy but also sad. first time to feel two emotions at the same time.
there was never a day which i failed to think about you.
i wish i could erase all the memories.
but i guess, we're better off separated.
i do hope you're ok and happy. :)

To You:
you never ever deserved my love and attention.
for me now, time spent with you is a total waste!
a total waste of time.
i wish i never had shed a tear for you.
i wish i never knew you.
i wish it was some other person.
i wish i could turn back the time and erased you from my life.
i never learned anything from you, you were never there for me.
i learned things all by myself.
you are selfish, very dishonest and uber hypocritical!

To You:
just enjoy!
you never had me.
so whatever you do, i really don't care. :)

To You:
sorry if i don't give much attention to you.
if i deliberately ignored you.
it's just that, i don't want to keep your hopes up.
i don't want to hurt anyone.
and i was never hypocritical.
i don't want affections to go deeper.
because i can't give anything back.
i want you to find somebody else your match and get the love you deserve.
you're kind and i think you're sweet, we simply just don't match.
our personalities don't match.
the way we think doesn't match.
though i'm really not perfectly sure, we really didn't spend time with each other (hehe)
sooo.. i do hope you don't have any grudge on me.
i wish i could be the one to make you happy, but i'm sure i'm not.
i know myself.
so stay sweet and kind.

To You:
we've been together for more than a decade now.
and still the friendship is intact and going strong.
time and distance failed to keep us apart.
there were changes on how we live now, but still i'm quite amazed on how our friendship never faltered.
our sense of deep loyalty and respect for each other was never lost
i guess, what really made us strong is the way we truly understand each other.
we seldomly fought and we seldomly argue.
until now, we are still there for each other.
i am really happy to have you as a friend.
thank you for always being loyal.

la lang.

2009-03-10T15:45:00.002+08:00

hello blogee!!!

musta na?? grabeee... i'm uber duper busy.
kaya di ako kakasulat ng entry sa yo..
sa kabusy-han ko, nawawalan na kong gana minsan wento or sulat.
tsk tsk.
next time. wento kong madaming madami! ^_^

babay.

happyness

2009-03-08T19:22:00.002+08:00

it has been lifted.
i can't described how i feel.
really speechless.

:)

Greatest Man Who Ever Lived

2009-03-08T12:40:00.005+08:00

The Watchtower & Bible Tract Society published a book entitled "The Greatest Man Who Ever Lived." (picture shown above)
It was to narrate Jesus earthly life for 3 1/2 years.
As expected, my tears were uncontrollably flowing when I came to chapter 113 onwards.
Jesus Christ suffered terribly for sinful humans to be saved.
As Pontius Pilate noticed, Jesus was so dignified even in the face of death.
Israelites where angrily shouting at him, tortured him to the extreme way possible.
They even chose to release Barnabas, a serial murderer, than to free Jesus.
And Jesus Christ was on the stage, seeing how the people he was trying to save, were all shouting loudly at him to be killed.
Tsk tsk tsk.. I wonder how he felt during that time.
Does his love never waivered? Did he ever felt angry at them?
Imagine those are the people he was trying to save and yet they conspired and did everything for him to be impaled.
Shucks. That was really a great show of love firstly for his Father, Jehovah and for humankind.
I could never imagine and will never fully understand how Jesus and Jehovah suffered for the imperfect humans to be saved.
They really showcased an outstanding example of LOVE.
I was really touched on how Jesus talked to His father.
He always says in his prayer: "As you will, Father.."
No matter what he needs to sacrifice from his part, no matter what he will suffer.
All that is important for him is for the will of his Father to take place.
He completely trust his life to his loving Father who is in heaven.
When he finally breathed his last breath, the heavens became dark and there was a strong earthquake.
Jehovah was really sad seeing his only begotten son, suffered and tortured by mortal humans.
Could you imagine? The two (2) most powerful persona in the whole universe, allow themselves to suffer for us sinful and weak humans to be saved?
How great is that?
You know, that book is really a good book to read and ponder.
That's actually one of the many publications of the Watchtower & Bible Tract Society which could aid us in understanding the BIble and thus help us know the truth and become closer to God.

My next book to read is 2009 Yearbook of Jehovah's Witnesses.
It contains a year-end report of how their preaching work is continuously progressing in every part of the world.
If you are a non-JW reading this entry, please do take the opportunity to learn the truth about God.
Jehovah's Witnesses will not be forever knocking on your doors to help you understand what the Bible really teach.
God has His own timetable on things.
So while it is still possible and while God still allows it, come to know the truth about what's really happening in the world and about the future.
Soon, Jehovah God will finally put an end to Satan's system of things, including those who fail to listen and do His will.
Listen and heed on what God wants us to do before it's too late.
Jehovah's Witnesses are everywhere.
You could always ask us about the Bible and we will all be glad to help you answer your questions about God, life and future.

You could also check our official website at www.watchtower.org

P.S. We will soon be celebrating the Memorial of Jesus death on April 9. Hope you could find the nearest Kingdom Hall in your area. For it the only ocassion which Jesus asked his disciples to observe and remember. This is the most important event in a year for a Jehovah's Witness. Remembering how Jesus offered his own life as a ransom sacrifice for us all. So if you could attend, we're inviting you to visit the nearest Kingdom Hall.

freebies

2009-03-07T23:36:00.005+08:00

i got several freebies this week!
hehe.. :D

-2 packs of hershey's crunch from karlo
-a meryenda meal from raech ( "golden" siomai included. puso mo raech. haha! :p)
-a half-dozen Go Nuts from nante
-a personal notebook from nante (na inilagay sa ref. leeeeer.. nu kaya yon..)
-a free dental visit and service from my ortho
-meals from harvy [healthy meals, if i may add :) ]
-a new jacket from kuya andre (gandaaa! ^_^)
-free laba c/o harvy. (haha! lab u harvz.)

o ha? nice noh?
hihi. ^_^

many, many, many thanks!

good night.
antok na ko.
dami pa ko wento.
pero next time na lang..
babay.

tooth

2009-03-07T23:12:00.004+08:00

my ortho called me the other day asking me to come and visit her ASAP.
that was because i called b-jhean, her assistant, a few days ago and reported that an upper tooth beside the one enclosed with a molar band was damaged and broken.
once b-jhean reported this to dra. bonoan, she called me right away and set an appointment requesting me to come as soon as possible.
so the earliest possible visit i fixed was this afternoon at 3PM.
not in her ortigas clinic, but in St. Luke's.
so i arrived at 3PM but i was called at around 5:30!
she has so many patients, my ghas! i think im the 33rd when i arrived. :-s
imagine i was able to finish the book i was reading? but i did enjoy it, anyway. :)
so to continue, my tooth was checked and dra. bonoan said, it was not my tooth which is broken but my "pasta" (forgot how is it called in English, tooth *something*)
so she re-fixed it. and my gosh, it really hurts.
and as she studied my other teeth, she said, some need to undergo the same process.
huhuhu.. but it hurts.. it really hurts.. huhuhuhu..
after fixing the tooth, she already oriented me on what will happen on my next visit.
she said, they will be installing the wires to start moving my teeth. :s
she explained that the bands she put on my wires are just "HONEYMOON" bands to let me know how it feels to have wires and rubbers on my mouth.
and it already hurts you know.. i can't eat properly. :s
so once the wires are replaced on my next visit and i moved from light to a more heavier bands, then that's when the real STRETCHING/MOVING of my teeth will start.
huhuhu.. hope it will not hurt much. i hope i could get use of the pain soon.

TAKE CARE OF YOUR TEETH!

it's very costly to have it fixed.
thankfully, i was not charge of anything this afternoon for my visit. :)
thank you DRA! ^_^

men

2009-03-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

are you a ****?
then, i made this specially for you.

and

E.A.T. M.Y. W.O.R.D.S.

elevator

2009-03-05T18:26:00.006+08:00

may floor kasi dito sa building na wala ng tenants: yung ika-13th floor, pero 14th floor siya.
wala naman kasi madalas na 13th floor sa mga buildings e.
so un nga. oh eh di wala ng tenants sa floor na yun.
so sobrang dilim sa floor na yon at matahimik. uber!
etong si raechelita, isang maldita't kalahati!
kahapon, nagkasabay kaming umuwe.
umiral ang kapilyahan, pinindot ang 14th floor.
eh di magbubukas yon ever!!!
todo sigaw talaga ko e.
sabay lumabas akong elevator.
hinihila ko ni raech pabalik sa loob, eh ang lakas ko.
plakda sa salamin si raech e. hahahaha!
tas tawa ng tawa yung bata ano?
as in galak na galak at napasigaw ako ng katodohan.
di na daw, di na daw.
sakay na daw kaming elevator.
tas tawa pa din.
sabi ko maghiwalay na kaming elevator!
lam kong di titigil to e..
sabi, di na daw talaga.
oh eh di sakay na ko..
sabi ko lang: "nakuuu.. raech ka.. cge lang.. pag nipindot mo yan.."
sabi nia, di na daw. baba na daw kame.
oh eh di yon. nagsarado na ang pinto.
ayan naaaaaaaaaa..
ang malditang bata!!! pinindot ang 14!!!!
my ghaaaaaaaaas!
ginawa ko tumalikod ako tas pumikit.
para pag bumukas ang pinto sa 14th floor, di ko makikita.
aba't etong pilyang to, di ako tigilan.
pinipilit akong humarap.
ayan na nga po! tumunog na ang elevator at nagbukas na ang pinto.
sabay hila sa kin ni raech para humarap! eh di napaharap ako.
sabay biglang may pumasok na babae ang haba ng buhoooook!
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"
super napasigaw talaga ko.
kala ko white lady na eh.
yun pala asa 15th pa lang.
hahahahaha!
nagulat yung babae sa sigaw ko.
napahawak sa dibdib niya sa takot. =))
di ko malimutan tsura nung babae e.
hahahahaha!
kung may sakit yung sa puso, inatake na.
ang todo ng sigaw ko e. hahahahaha!
adik talaga nitong si raechilita!!!
ah ah!!!
ang pilyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
my ghas!!!
makakaganti din ako.
antay lang sia.
kala nia ha...
nakabili na ko ng weapon.
hahahaha!

:p

training

2009-03-05T18:20:00.003+08:00

eksena sa training room.
nagtatanong ang instructor sa ming lahat kanina.

instructor: high? medium? low?
estudyante: YES!

=))

ang layo ng sagot e..
hahahaha!
adik.

P.S. naaalibadbad ako sa isa kong classmate nina. tanders na lalake. napaka KSP! lagi niang kina-cut yung instructor namin just to air his unwanted and unnecessary comments and "jokes." tsk tsk.. joke sia ng joke eh ang korni naman. leeeeeeeeer.. sia lang naman tumatawa sa mga sinasabi niya. tsk tsk. 'ba yan.

patawa ka!

2009-03-03T12:43:00.005+08:00

Napapansin ko t'wing umaga, kakakita ako ng guapo.
Hehe.. proven na yan. sa MRT.
Pero kanina, iba. sa JEEP going to Quezon Ave. :D
Am pogi! Ganda ng mata.
Suplado ang dating. Nakapang office e. Naka longsleeves.
Malinis naman tingnan. Mukang masunget.
Magsusuplado sia eh, suplada din ako. Eh di fine.
Care ko. Di din kita titingnan.
Eh di nangkikinig ako ng mga kanta, maya-maya napatingin ako sa mirror nung driver.
Tas ung pogi nakagilid ang mga mata. BWAHAHAHA!
Kunyari ka pa ha.. Ayaw mong tumingin!
Kunyari di mko napansin. Eh kita kaya kita sa mirror. Hahahaha!
Ang engot ng tsura mo tuloy. Yung muka diretso, tas yung mga mata nakatagilid. Anu kaya yon??!! Hahaha!
Mahipan ka ng hangin niyan. Sige ka.. Kaw na si "Tutoy Iskwat."
Iskwat ang mata. Hahahaha!

Pa-suplado effect ka pa ha!
Huhm. Huli ka naman!
Kala mo ha..
Next time kase, kunin mo na lang kagad ang numero ko.
Text tayo. Hahaha! Joke. :p
Kakatawa lang itsura nung lalake nung nakita ko sa mirror.
Namuti na ang tagiliran ng mata kakatingin. =))
Hahaha!

end.

sokoleyts

2009-03-03T11:35:00.000+08:00

pagdating ko kanina, may dalawang supot ng sokolate sa teybol ko.
usually paisa-isa or padalawa-dalawang mini sokoleyts lang nakukuha ko sa table e, galing sa opismeyts.
aba't ngayon, dalawang supot!
wow ha. bukas putol-paa na ko. =))
kala ko galing sa ka-team ko na si RJ, galing kasing boracay un e.
pero bat sokoleyts? dapat shell na bracelet. hehehe.. :D
tas yung mga tao dito sabi, alam daw nila kung sino nagbigay.
kako: "sino?"
kelangan ba dw imemorize yan!
bah di ko nga alam kanino.
tas ke kumpare pala.
hahaha! :p

nways.. thanks sa chocolates.
mambibigay ako maya.

pero lalaway nko ha..
hehe..
so so so craving for chocs ako lately eh..
hihi..

thaaaaaaaaaaanks! ^_^

anonymous texter

2009-03-01T20:37:00.005+08:00

eh di may nagtetext kanina noh?
wala lang natawa lang ako sa pagtetext nia.
sabi nia "can u be my txtm8?"
kako: "hu ru?"
sabi nia "guest hu,. ...?"
[VIP o walk-in? hahahaha! i-guest ko daw e. =))]

tas tanong ko, "sino ka ba? kanino mo naman nakuha tong number na to?"

sabi nia, "none of anybody, i guest it.. ..."
[ anong none of anybody? at talagang pinanindigan yung guest nia eh oh. hahahaha! ok fine, you guested my number. shut up. :p =)) ]

tas sabi ko mag-rumble na lang sia ulet ng ibang number.
sabi "bigyan mo na lang ako ng number.."

sabi ko eh di sia na! trip niya un eh.. utusan ba daw ako e noh? tsk tsk tsk
tas nagtext pang isa
eh di ko na nireplyan.
buset.
may mga nagra-random text pa pala.
pero weird lang, he's not a 917 subscriber.
927 siya. at walang pattern sa digits.
i doubt kung talagang hinulaan nia lang yon.
nways.. bahala sia.
mag GUEST sia forever sa buhay niya.

:p

-YA??!!!

2009-02-28T09:42:00.005+08:00

may tumalo sa choco lava ni john lloyd!
ba naman yaaaaan..
kita nio na ba yung bagong commercial ni ding-dong for Goldilocks??!!
my ghas, ding-dong. tumaas balahibo ko.
the commercial presents different acronyms used by Filipinos in expressing their luuuuuuuuv.. (ew.)

sample:
ITALY - I Trust And Love You
PARIS - Please Always Remember I'm Sincere
ROME - Remember Our Memorable Evenings

Mga ganyan.. Tas yung last niyang sinabi ganto..

"L.I.B.Y.A." (pause) "Love is Beautiful. Tsk. YA!"

Shuuuucks..
Huhuhu.. Isa pa naman yang si Ding-Dong na ok for me na lalaking artista.
Di bastusin at ismarte.
Tas sabay, YA!

YA, ding-dong??!!
YA??!

Huhuhuhu..
Wag ganun, Dong.
Wag ganun.

Niiiiice. Dong.
Close?
Hahahaha!

Adik.

Tsk. Yoko ng commercial na yun.
Bad trip.

:-s

linked-reply

2009-02-27T15:44:00.007+08:00

so talagang kelangan, hanggang sa blog eh magbobolahan tayo ever?
di na nakuntento sa chat. pati sa blog, bolahan to the max??
hahahaha!
anyway, thanks for the post. :)
natawa ko sa para kong ni-rape palagi pag papasok sa opis. =))
ba yan.. layo kaya ng tinitirhan ko ngayon. :D
eh inaayos ko naman sarili ko kagad pagdating ah! hahaha!
kulit mo talaga.
nways.. thanks, thanks.

sweet. :)

P.S. bat walang comment sa page mo?

ms. fab chiq

2009-02-27T14:38:00.009+08:00

been with raech for several months already since i came here in CheQ.
first impression? suplada. but pretty! walang makaka-kontra jan. hehe..
hear turner yan e. plus eye-widening. hahaha! you should see those men who laid their eyes on her. nanlalaki talaga mga ka-matahan at napapalingon. hehehe..
pag titingnan sia, you'll think she's a pretty bratty shallowy lad.
but she's not.
i once read her blog about relationship.
and i was amazed on her thoughts about empotions.
it was deep and logical. posing a great click on reality.
then this afternoon, after lunch, she was debating with me thru chat about me being cynical on men.

"come on, raech. i am really cynical! period. :P"

but then again, she amazed me on how she laid her arguments.
parang lawyer lang e. aliw.
she has her point, but i care less to explain mine because it could not be easily understood.
hehehe.. she was thinking that I am simply denying myself of the happiness i could have with men.
e sabi ko, i am enjoying myself now without a man in my life.
eh ang point niya, there are some men willing to make me happy but then again i refuse to accept or even see what they are to offer.
wag daw ako magmukmok. hahaha!
leeeer.. di man ako nagmumukmok e.
just being careful. ganun.
tas sabi nia: di naman daw nia sinabing involved na kagad ang emotions.
she was just asking me to give others a chance and stop being cynical.
ewan ko ba dito kay raech..
why does she wants me to be with a man?
do we really need them? come on...
saka na lang.
masaya pa naman ako e.
hehehe..
eh nung asa relationship ako, puro stress lang at pasakit ever.
so break muna. :D

"have a break, have a kitkat."
hahaha! kornik. :p

nways.. sabi ko kay raech, she must have her own time slot in Love Radio 90.7 as Dr. Fab ChiQ!
hataw manermon sa kalab-lab-an. bah.

pero seriously, she's such an amazing young lady.
she's often misunderstood by her contemporaries.
kasi muka ngang may kapilyahang taglay.
but then again, i know she is worth more than what other say she is.
get to know her more, and you'll be surprise on her mature perceptions about life, love, friends, relationships, etc. :)

go, go, go reach!
wag ka na munang magbenta sa kin.
di ako bibili.

hahaha! :P

P.S. pink kulay ng font ko kasi babaeng-babae yang si kikay rachelle e. pinkish girl. :p grabe sakit sa mata ng pink!!! huhu..

CLICK NIYO. para mabasa niyo pano kami magbolahan. :))

disabled po

2009-02-27T10:27:00.001+08:00

parang continuation lang to nung wento ko kahapon na "buntis" na babae. hehe..
eh di kanina, andun ulit ako sa QC. tas sinubukan kong mag roundtrip ulet just to check kung may magpapaalis ulit na guwardiya. :D
eh di asa North Avenue station na ano? ayan na nga po, pumasok na yung nangtataboy ng mga pasahero para palipatin sa kabilang side.
meron isang babae tsaka yung kasama niang tomboy sinita nung lalake.
sabi nung lalake: "disabled? senior citizen? buntis?"
ang pinakasafe nga kasi na sabihin mo buntis ka, kasi di naman na yon mache-check kung totoo o hinde.
eh sia, di naman niya puede sabihin na buntis kasi nakaulapaw sia dun sa kasama niyang babae din.
pulupot ever.
kaya ang sabi na lang niya: "disabled po." tas sabay hawak sa paa na kunwari may bali. hahahahaha!
ampigil ng tawa ko nina e. pero nakangiti na ko.
ah, ah.
why would you let yourself be humiliated like that di ba?
whether it is a simple or big lie, both could harbor rebukes once people discovered that you're lying.
tsk tsk.
tsaka di naman mahirap lumipat sa kabila e.
though, di ko lang talaga gets bat kelangan pa lumipat eh last station na naman yon.
minsan nga tatanong ko bat ganon.
di ko talaga gets e.
tulad kahapon, lumipat ako sa kabilang side di ba?
eh ang nasakyan ko din yung train na yon.
ba yun.
nways.. balitaan ko kayo bat daw ganon ang patakaran ever.
hehehe..
yun lang..

isa pang ulet nung sa babae..

"disabled po ako."
hahahaha! =))
my ghaaaaaaaaaas!

a night in greenbelt

2009-02-26T10:13:00.006+08:00

last night, raech and i watched the Shopaholic movie inspired by Kinsella's Confessions and Manhattan series.
hmmm.. the movie's fine except that Isla Fischer sucks as Rebecca Bloomwood (Becky). :(

I pictured Becky to be glamorous and pretty, a real fashionista in a strict sense. Head turner and vibrant!
But Isla's not.. She even doesn'nt know how to dress well ( so baduy!) and Becky's known to be a good-dresser.. :S
I don't even find Isla to be pretty.. Huhuhu..
And her act was so unnatural.. :(
For me she is doesn't fit to be Becky Bloomwood.

Hugh Dancy plays the role of Luke Brandon.
Hugh really has an adorable, charming, sweet-sweet eyes.
But I think he's a bit thin to play as Luke.
I picture Luke to be somewhat lean, tall, neat looking, a bit snob and has a corporate air of confidence.
But Hugh doesn't look neat to me nor has that professional look. His hair goes in different directions, even when he's in the office or in a formal event. :(
He could have worn a neat haircut or he could have had been more "suplado" looking.
But he's not.. :( he's very different from the Luke I have imagined from the book.. :(
It's just his eyes that I like.
Really sweet, sweet hypnotical eyes he has.. :)

but i did enjoy the movie.
raech was laughing so hard on Becky's wacky dance.
sa tawa ako ni rachelle nadadala e.
sarap niang tumawa. aliw! :)) :p

after the movie, we had coffee since we finished early, at around 8:30 i guess.
eh past 9PM pa uwi si harvy, la ako susi ng bahay. so coffee muna.
we had iced caramel macchiato from starbucks.
tambay lang till 9:15, i think. then kwentuhan to the max.
there were seveeeeeeeral gay & female prostitutes around.
eyeing on foreigners.
yung isang bading oh, kalahati ng dede, labas!
laki ng dede niya, talo ako.
hahaha!
sexy nia din. still muka pa din siang lalake.
hehehe.. :D

aliw din. it's been a while since i did that.
tagal ko ng di lumalabas ng ganon.
i even can't remember when was the last time i went out after work.
usually kasi bahay lang ako pagkatapos ng trabaho.
ok din. relaxation after a day of stress.

aruuuu.. buntis daw..

2009-02-26T09:35:00.002+08:00

tsk tsk..

every morning kasi, sa Quezon Ave. ako sumasakay na station.
pero round trip para di ako nakikipag siksikan at pati para kaupo ako.
iisa ang puwesto na inuupuan ko palagi sa last train.
malapit sa pintuan, sa dulo.
eh kanina, sabi nung boses sa MRT, yung mga senior citizens lang at buntis ang puede maiwan sa mga nag round trip. tas lipat sa kabilang side yung mga hinde.
eh di nagcheck na nga po yung guwardiya ano?
tinanong nia isa-isa. aba't cguro itong mga babaeng ayaw lumipat, ang sabi "buntis" daw sila.
utot nila, buntis!
though madali naman talagang magsinungaling sa ganyan.
ano ba naman yung sabihin mong buntis ka di ba?
para di ka na palipatin.
indi din naman ma-che-check nung guard kung buntis ka nga.
eh di ko kaya magpanggap at magsinungaling kahit sa mga ganung simpleng mga bagay lang.
pero di ko naman sinasabi na never akong nagsinungaling. di man ako perpekto e.
pero as much as possible, i refrain from lying.
meron kasing tinatawag na chronic liar na parang parte na ng pagkatao ang magsinungaling. habit na nila yun. yung mga tipong di na nakokonsensiya sa pagtatago ng totoo. hirap nun! bah. tsk tsk, tsk..
nways.. so eh di yon. lipat ako sa kabila.
tayo madness from QC to Buendia.
aabangan ko yung mga babaeng yon na nagsabing buntis sila.
kapag di lumalaki tiyan nila, tatanong ko: "o nung nangyari na sa baby mo? nabugok na?"
hahaha!

:p

lam ko na kung san!!!

2009-02-26T09:33:00.002+08:00

^_^

hehehe..
halos mag 1 month na kong nag MRT.
at ilang araw ko na ding napapansin na ang mga extinct species na mga "Lalakingensus pogiracious"
ay matatagpuan sa MRT. :D
hehehe..
yun ngang 2nd or 3rd day ko na sakay sa MRT, napapalibutan akong pogi.
hahaha! grabeee... meron pa palang mga ganung nilalang. :D
totoo! napapansin ko..
daming pogi sa MRT every morning.
dun lang ako kakakita ng pogi talaga.
at pag sinabi kong POGI, pogi talga un.
di ko nga papansin siado mga lalake di ba?
mas napapansin ko mga magagandang babae kasi madami sila.
ang mga pogi, bihirang bihira sa public.
bah naman.. kadami sa MRT.
halos araw-araw meron.
tas kanina, am pogi ng katabi ko! hihi.. :))
as in.. parang am bango bango nia tingnan.
matangkad, neat tingnan, chinky, maputi, makinis, mejo supladito ang dating.
tas naka fuschia color na barong kaya lalong pumuti.
di naman mukang baklita, pero di ko din sure.
basta pogi sia. hihihi.. :))
yun.
wala lang. na-share ko lang.
sa MRT ako kakakita ng mga pogi. ^_^

matiisin

2009-02-24T11:50:00.007+08:00

kagabi nagwewento si harvelita sa kin.
sabi nia, nagkakwentuhan daw sila ni nanay bago sia umalis ng LB kahapon at bago pumasok si nanay sa opis.
nagtatanong daw si nanay sa kin.
tas ang sabi daw ni nanay kay harvz: "kumusta ba si grace? di naman kasi nagsasalita yan dito. tahimik lang. napaka-matiisin..."

tumatak sa isip ko yung sinabi nia na: "matiisin."
parang gusto kong maiyak nung narinig ko un kay harvy.
ang nanay talaga lakas ng pakiramdam..
pano nia nasabing may tinitiis ako? :-s
pero totoo. matiisin talaga ako.
hangga't kaya na kimkimin at i-solve mag-isa, iso-solve ko un.
nung monday, binabalik na sa kin ni nanay yung pera na hiniram niya.
di ko kinuha kat konti na lang pera na hawak ko.
aawa ako kay nanay e. payatot na.
pero sigurado nagiisip un kung anong ginagastos ko ngayon kasi alam niang binigay ko sa kanya halos lahat yung pera kong hawak e.
kaya cguro kat wala sia pera, binibigyan nia ko ng pera nung lunes kasi aawa siya.
alam niyang di naman ako naimik sa ganyan.
alam nia ang ugali ko na kat nahihirapan na, di ko pinapakita kat kanino.
pero she's a mom. she can always feel me.
gulat talaga ako dun sa wento ni harvz na sinabi ni nanay na matiisin ako.
di ko alam ganun pala tingin nia sa kin.
sa kwento ni harvz, parang sobrang atat siang maka-alam ng kat ano ng tungkol sa kin.
kat galing lang sa iba. basta may malaman lang sila sa kin dito.
di nga naman kasi ako nagkukwento duon sa bahay.
di din ako nagsasalita siado. kapag may kailangan lang.
like pag di ko makita san napunta mga panty ko.
hahaha! :P

nways.. i know i need to be more open kina nanay.
sobrang bait ng mga magulang ko.
lahat ng minahal ko, minamahal din nila kahit ano pang sakripisyo ang kelangan. :)

they are the perfect parents for me.
sobra-sobra ang kabaitan. pagsasakripisyo at pagaalaga natanggap ko sa mga yon.
they are my most valued persons in life.

i know they can always feel me.
iniisip ko pa lang, alam na nila.
o ha? hehe.. :p

galing, galing!
cheers to my parents! ^_^

am i?

2009-02-23T12:24:00.001+08:00

implicati0ns 0f a terrible diSeaSe calld pride..

-u alwyS dnt wna b d 1st 2 do d step 2b w S0m1..
-u alwyS try 2 hide ur feelngS..
-u dnt wnt 0thers 2 knw dt ur hurt..
-ur afraid 0f tellng S0m1 he/She iS Special..
-ur afraid 0f l0Sng S0m1 bt afraid 2 Sh0w it..
-ur afraid to luv S0m1 whom u thnk cnt luv u bck..
-ur S0 aware 0f wat 0therS thnk dt u cnt d0 wat u wnt..
-ur n0t hapi..
-in d end, u l0se evrythng wd0ut evn tryng 2 have it..

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forwarded text yan sa kin.
pagkabasa ko niyan, naalala ko yung isa kong kaibigan na nagsabi nian sa kin last week.
tas si harvelita, sinabihan din ako last night na masyado daw akong ma-pride.
pride ba tawag dun??!! di ko inisip kat kelan na ma-pride ako. :D
hehe..

teka ha, teka.. explain ko sarili ko ha..
hihimayin ko isa-isa.. teka..

1. u alwyS dnt wna b d 1st 2 do d step 2b w S0m1..
depende sa tao. though i admit bihirang-bihira ko lang gawin yan.
hmmm.. let's just say na wala akong kieme na gawin yan sa isa if i think, i feel and i'm 98% sure na that person will not take that sweet action against me pag dating ng panahon.. di niyo gets noh? hehehe.. basta ganun. hirap explain.

2. u alwyS try 2 hide ur feelngS..
di naman.. madaldal nga ako e.. tsaka ma-boka.
i could effectively show my emotions to somebody i fully trust.
and same reason with number 1.

3. u dnt wnt 0thers 2 knw dt ur hurt..
eto oo. ganyan talaga ko.
malalaman niyo na lang na nasaktan niyo ko kapag nararamdaman niyong mejo dumidistansiya na ko sa inyo.
pag di ko na kayo siado iniimikan at di na ko siado ganung ka-warm at ka-wento.
i don't sumbat or start a discussion about my feelings.
i choose to be quiet.
iyak lang ng todo pag mag-isa.
pag nahimasmasan na.. ayan, distansiya ever na.
sinaktan niyo na e. ano pang gusto niong gawin ko? di ba?
naks. drama! hehehe.. :p

4. ur afraid 0f tellng S0m1 he/She iS Special..
di naman takot. pero di ko kagad sinasabi. at di ko madalas sabihin.
mejo maingat ako sa pagsabi niyan e..
kaya kapag sinabi ko yan sa inyo, ibig sabihin para sa kin, you are really one of a kind. :)

5. ur afraid 0f l0Sng S0m1 bt afraid 2 Sh0w it..
uhmmm.. yeah?
cguro result of being uber independent yon.
yun lang ang puede ko idahilan jan.
hehe. :D

6. ur afraid to luv S0m1 whom u thnk cnt luv u bck..
ay oo noh! di ko ata kayang magmahal ng di ako kayang mahalin.
kung ayaw niyo, wag niyo! :p
ganon. :p
pero sabi sa Bible "love your enemies e.."
huhu.. hirap niyan.
pero sinusubukan ko talaga.
pramis.
papasulungin ko yan. kelan pasulungin.
sabi sa Bible eh.. :s

7. ur S0 aware 0f wat 0therS thnk dt u cnt d0 wat u wnt..
hm? di ko gets. di naga-apply yan sa kin, i guess.

8. ur n0t hapi..
hmmm.. di naman.
kaya ko naman pasayahin sarili ko e.
pero may emptiness akong nararamdaman.
those are holes dug by those people whom i considered special then eventually left.
kaya butas-butas na ko e.
hahaha! :p
matter of acceptance, dude.
so i won't be forever hurting. :)

9. in d end, u l0se evrythng wd0ut evn tryng 2 have it..
uy. hindi ha. meron namang naiiwan..
so i see it this way..
people i have with me now are real treasures and are special.
"filtered" people out of the many who choose to be with me no matter what happens.
friendship is intact and never changed.

yun. so masasabi nio bang ma-pride ako?
may mga sarili lang akong pilosopiya sa buhay buhay.
ganon. pero i don't think ma-pride ako.
kasi pag alam kong mali ako, i could easily say sorry.
yun nga lang, kelangan prove to me that i'm wrong.
ganun. muka lang akong ma-pride. hehehe..

:D

ineeet!!!

2009-02-22T15:09:00.005+08:00

ang ineeeeeeeeeeeet!
huhuhuhu..
grabeee.. lapit ng mag-summer!
para ng hurno oh.
ah ah..
di na naman tumatalab ang hanging ng elektrik pan.
huhuhu..
pag ganito, ang sarap mag halo-halo e.
yung super special na halo-halo.
na malinam-nam.
hmmmm..
grabe. sarap nun ngayon!
gusto ko din mag beach!
as in!!!
parang dalawang taon na kong di nagbi-beach.
i so miss the beach.
pangarap kong makarating ng bora o kaya beach ng bohol.
gusto ko ng white beach.
tas todo two-piece!
hahaha!
shucks.
di na muna ko magpataba? :D
hehehe..
am bano naman kasi ng katawan ko e..
lumiit ang katawan tsaka muka, muka na nga daw akong bungo e.
pero yung braso ko ganyun pa din.
tas pag nagpataba naman, lalo na siempre lumaki braso ko ever.
ba yan. indi magiging proportional.
pano naman ako aayos niyan? :(
pero hataw ang appetite ko ngayon ha..
parang sarap na kumain.
bahala na.
basta ang gusto ko ngayon e luminis ulit ang muka ko.
it is soooo dumi na.
as in sooo dumi!
tsk tsk tsk.
may kumukulam ata sa kin e.
hehehe.. joke lang. :D ;p
basta yun. gusto ko mag beach ngayong summer! *wink* *wink*
sana makapag beach naman ako this year..
sana. sana. sana.

B-)

tas ito pala yung proof na talagang may global warming.
hehehehe.. natawa kaya ako jan, nung nisend sa e-mail. =))

good morning!

2009-02-22T06:53:00.007+08:00

i got early today and i had a goodnight sleep.
nakatulugan ko na naman ka-text ko. hehe
ugali ko na un e, pasensiya na. :D

eto oh.. pang-apat na baso ng liquid for today.
nagke-cleansing ako e.
para kasing dumi dumi na ng katawan ko ever.
kelangan linisin, inside and out.
hehehe.. kaya eto, todong inom palagi pag morning.
tas i make it sure na at least 8 glasses a day na.

pero do you know that the amount of water intake depends on your weight?
if i'm 110 pounds, i must take in 1.5 liters of water a day.
may computation jan e..
divide your weight into two (2) then that's the ounces of water you must take a day.
kinonvert ko lang yung akin sa liters. :D

so un, that's my morning ritual and i started yesterday.
though nung mga nakaraang araw sinusubukan ko na.
kaso kakasuka talaga ang tubig for me.
tsk tsk tsk..

kaso i need to make pilit kasi i am so dehydrated na..
when your wee-wee is yellowish already, it means your dehydrated already.
eh akin nga minsn, darker pa e.. kaya cguro my skin is so dry na.
tsk tsk tsk..

kaya i need to take in more water to clean and hydrate my body.

yun.

wala lang, na-share ko lang.
kasi nag iintay ako ng turn ko sa CR.
lalabas kami ngayon e..
daming nakapila ever.
to think 7:10AM na.
8:00 ang paglabas.
di bale, sobrang lapit lang naman ng Kingdom Hall from us e.
like 5 mins na lakad puede na.
hehe.. astig noh?

alam mo dapat hindi ito ang entry ko e..
nagsusulat ako kanina ng iba.
pero binura ko.
saka na. saka na yun.
baka wala ng magbasa ng blog ko e.
hahahahaha!

mwah! to all my readers, thanks for patronizing my blog.
naks. may ganon??!! ahahahah! :p

o sia, mag-aayos na kong gamit.
at iinom ng mga kagamutan sa buhay-buhay.
babay.
ingat kayo palagi.

thanks ha? for dropping by.
dumadami readers ko e.
kakatuwa. ^_^

gusto nio.. iwan kayong comments e..
para alam ko na dumaan kayo. :D

oki?

have a great sunday! ^_^

to my singaporean reader

2009-02-21T13:34:00.002+08:00

hello.
i noticed you've been following my blog. :)
are you enjoying my entries?
i think you've read most of my entries na.
filipino ikaw cgurado.. kasi not all of my entries are in English e.
naaaliw ka ba?
hehehe..
musta ka na jan sa Singapore?
ano work mo?
kilala ba kita?
you've been using my name in searching for my blog e.
you use either "grace lapis" or "grasyas lapis" :)
kilala ko ikaw?
e-mail mo ko para ma-indentify ko kung sino ikaw.
hehe..

hope to hear from you soon! ^_^

petra

2009-02-20T14:10:00.000+08:00

mukang ok na ko ulit kay petra ever.
di nko naiinis sa kaniya e.
tas nakakausap ko na siya ulit ng matagal.
nakakakulitan ko na din ulet.
what happened to me kaya before?
cguro siado lang akong aburido sa buhay buhay ko non kaya ganon.
nways..

petra, di na kita aawayin at susungitan (ta-try ko ng todong-todo. haha! :p)
last na tawag ko na syong PETRA.
pramis. di na kita tatawaging PETRA.
oo, di na talaga PETRA.
Petra. Petra. Petra.
hahahahaha!

sinawa ang sarili sa petra eh noh?
hahahaha!

PETRA!

=))

o tama na.
ayaw na.

PETRA..

P-ramis
E-nde
T-ayo
R-ambol
A-way

U-lit

PETRA U!

=)) =)) =))

diskusyon

2009-02-19T17:14:00.000+08:00

hay naku.
napagod ako.
pramis.
kakatapos lang ng usap namin ni lyntot.
my ghas! after nung usap na-drain energy ko.
hooh! todong diskusyon na naman..
wala na kaming ginawa nun kundi magdiskusyon.
grabeeee..
baka nakaugalian na.
ibang iba kasi kami mag isip non.
iba din kami ng ugali.
iba kami ng paghandle ng emotions.
cguro 80% eh magkaiba talaga kami kaya palaging rambol.
may 20% naman kat papano na pareho..

pareho kaming maganda (bwahaha! lakas! ;p)
pareho kaming laitera
pareho kaming masutil (kaya pag parehong in good mood, sobrang saya din.)
we're both stubborn din. i have my opinions, she has hers.

kaya madalas talaga wrestling.
di napapagod un makipag wrestling e.
ah ah.
wrestling kung wrestling.
ako si hulk hogan, siya si undertaker. (hahaha!)

nways.. sa usap namin kanina, i realized iba talaga kaming mag-isip.
di na din ako siado nag explain. may sariling paniniwala din yon eh.
pag pagod na ko explain, ok na lang ng ok. hahaha! :p

hmmm.. tumagal din naman kat papano.
kahit madalas na pang-away.
di lang madalas pala. super dalas.
dahil sa magkaibang-magkaiba kami talaga ng perspektibo sa mga bagay bagay.

ewan ko para san ba yung paliwanagan kanina eh sumuko naman na siya sa kin.
pero sabi nia siya pa din daw yon eh nung minsan na tumawag sa telepono ang sabi, di na daw sia yon.
leeeeeeeeer...
gulo ever.

nways.. kung san siya masaya.
eh di masaya na din si ako.

:)

sino payat? ako?! sexy ka-niyo!

2009-02-18T17:47:00.004+08:00

lam niyo palagay ko namayat nga ko.
bah. dami na nagsasabi eh.
either buntis daw ako or nag-aadik.
pero mild addict lang daw. MJ lang daw ginagamit.
hahaha! sila adik e.
di man ako nagpapapayat e.
tas di man ako malungkot din.
la man ako siado niiisip din.
pero yun nga, once a day lang ako kumakain.
pag lunch lang.
bukod sa nagtitipid, eh lang time kumain ng morning.
tas tamad na kumain ng gabi.
parang kakatakot na din minsan pag napapalimit ang rinig ko na am payat ko e.
ah ah.
baka maya jan, may cancer na pala ko kaya ganito.
huhuhuhu..
pero la man ako nararamdaman na lately na masakit.
kelangan ko lang sigurong magtakaw.
pero kelangan kumayod para may pangkain ng sapat.
hahaha! parang isang kahig, isang tuka lang e noh?
haha!
drama. :p